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THIS BLOG AIN'T DEAD

2011-06-17T13:48:00.000-07:00

yeahh... i haven't updated for well i think for 6 months over now haha but this blog IS NOT DEAD im coming back just..... indefinitely xDDDD .....yes im being lazy xD anyhow this blog is on HIATUS im going to post something soon...probably...maybe....Gahh! anyways i'll update as soon as i feel like it xD

The Most Bitter of Bitter Has become The Sweetest of Sweet

2011-01-07T01:55:00.000-08:00

Well Today is the Last of my Malaysian School Days...

But its always so funny how we humans are...we always want something more and always forget to stop and appreciate what we already have and how blessed we are and only when we lose it we really knew how much it was worth...hmm best not to let go of whats truly worth and recognize it before its too late.but of course everyone goes through their share of twists and turns, ups and downs & problems and pleasures . but after going through everything i truly from the bottom of my heart Thank You God! for everything for the amazing things and changes that happen to me,for the problems i go through that made me stronger and taught me that it's in these dire times that God does his deepest will for me and also i did enjoy it as well haha but after going through it all from 2008-2010 i have really grown leaps and bounds esspecially 2010 =) and that
the once most bitter memories,pains and scars are now the sweetest of memories,healed wounds and marks of breakthroughs.and they're sooo many things that happened to me that changed my life and made me who i am today and i thank you to all my dear friends who made that change in my life like a big picture and every change in my life is the stroke of the brush that paints the picture and really thank you God for everything and everyone in my life cause i wouldn't be the person i am today without Him and also going through everything with me like a Father.

.Ps. sorry but ill do a proper dedication to my dear friends in another post xP soooo to be continued xD.

Conversation With God

2010-11-22T01:28:00.001-08:00

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something..
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure it out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. .
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons
afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside.. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead.. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me".
Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life
is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live....

" DON'T EXPECT A GREAT DAY....

.... MAKE ONE..."

No This Blog Aint Dead

2010-08-26T21:25:00.000-07:00

No this blog isn't dead....maybe just dying....but not dead xP hahaha its in hibernating mode as ill update more frequently after My PMR so around another 2 more months...><

Revelations? Doomsday & Armageddon in Two Years?

2010-05-02T02:49:00.000-07:00

Recently i just keep hearing about,2012,nostradamus,isaac Newton saying 2012 or 2060 is the time of Great tribulation,and churches n so on talking about revelation but why is it everyone wants to know WHEN but although it is good to know what will happen or rather what it signifies sort of haha anyhow why cant people just live life to the fullest like maybe forgive someone,reconcile,say you love them to your love ones and be ever ready for the coming of Christ because the bible says that he comes like a thief n You'll never know when he'll come so always be ready and yes your life may very well end this very minute so please just live life to the fullest forgive and forget,be happy life is precious,wonderful and beautiful and well i have been having some struggles but i guess for the past few days i have been having some clarity and happiness and i have a message to a certain someone at the end of this post.

anyway today i was just reading revelation and wow it sounds really sad and scary about whats to come but at the end its really spectacular news of the new Jerusalem haha but i don't believe in 2012 because the time of salvation we shall never know when it comes it comes. in 2012 im goina be alive and kicking for God but before today when i think about after-life i was scared maybe 1.in heaven for eternity would be boring but since there's no time it wouldn't be because boredom is more or so trying to pass time but then eternity would not have time so you could be repeating something over and over again and not be bored n i doubt it'll be boring because its altogether just beautiful even by just reading it 2. i thought in the end we go to blackness to where consciousness dissapear i dont know what it is n thats what makes it scary but then now whenever i think about it im not scared because i know in the end im goina be with him =) im goina be standing in the golden streets and be happy with him and no more pain or sorrow or tears but of a new order.

anyhow we should all just live life as it is and stop counting down days and start making days count (and that ryhmes xD) because short or long just make it count and happy =)

and to a certain someone.im not going to waste time and effort and im trying my best to live up to what im posting now by doing everything i can to live life to the fullest and for one i guess we shall have a long chat and if we reconcile thats great =) we can start with a new begining and share sorrows and joys again but if this is the end then so be it =) anyhow of the outcome i still love you my dear =D so anyhow i want to let you know I LOVE YOU FOREVER MORE

My Week? haha...

2010-03-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hmm my week was fun and GREAT =D ahahaha i just feel that i shld update my blog hahaha but i'm too lazy to post pictures at the moment xP

Monday & Tuesday:-

i had Mssd basketball gameAgaisnt Tropicana & DJ 0.0 we didnt win any BUT WE COULD HAVE WON ONE if it wasn't for a certain teacher but what the heck we had fun,we had experience n we CAMWHORED XD ahahaha

Wednesday:-

hmm not much just basketball practice & yikes we had stamina training xP we had to run like mad 0.0 well not run mad mad but just mad im sure next week.... we will be drilled 100x more than this....

Thursday:-

I had Prefect interview & exam haha... i screwed it up obviously xD
exam i just hantam only,interview i got interviewed by puan Suhailah,Andrew Fong & Sheng Hao 0.0 i got nervous like suddenly forgot what to say xD went blank then Sheng hao ask me to sing 0.o i know the song but then when he asked me of course i go blank n sing crap xD

PEPA JEAN BROUGHT HER CUTE GUITAR XDDDDDDDD no fair i couldnt play it much i had to go for the prefect thing T~T nvm im bringing mine next wed xD

Friday:-

Not much again hahaha xD just another day.then again i have alot to say but i just don't want to =P hahaha

SATURDAY!:-

AN AWESOME DAY XD . haha my cell had a gathering at Celine's house from 11am till 5pm.HER HOUSE IS BIG AND COOL 0.0 AWESOME JAM ROOM!!!! GREAT ATTIC!!! I LOVE YOUR HYPER TOY POODLE COPPER!!! XD hahahahaha we were watching "A Walk To Remember" Awww so sad xD i think everyone was kinda teary haha.its kinda boring at 1st then it gets sad =( hahaha then everyone was watching Glee well most of everyone i learnt to play a few tunes on the piano xD and I LOVE DRUMS!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY LOVE DRUMS XD ahaha altough i only know the basics haha Kaily said my coordination is not bad 0.0 lolz... ahahaha Tze Quan,Phoebe & Dawn was playing stuff on the piano so i just tried catching their beats and follow xD ahahha it was a fun day xD.

Sunday:-

just staring infront of the computer n books xD

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Thats pretty much it hahaha but i love music more than ever now xD ahahaha when i listen to music i just close my eyes and listen to every instrument individually n picture how its played n its like feeling the beats =DD ahahaha so YAYZ I got a new perspective of songs hahaha but its nice listening to songs that way haha i guess? i love drums xD its fun!~~~~~ well i dont have much to say or rather i just dont feel like elaborating so much now xD

Well signing out with much pokes, =D getting ready for yet another week xD

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2010-01-21T00:49:00.000-08:00

Can i not update?......ii feel lazy xP

Gone =D

2010-01-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

Ciaoz people im off to hong kong though i have to wear.....burning n man eating dresses hahahaha n knowing ill sure to be getting a pile of homework and maybe even get yelled at by a certain someone...yikes? hahaha anywayz goodbye Malaysia hello Hong Kong xD ahaahahahhahaha ciaoz see ya in four days time

Meh!

2009-12-28T06:45:00.000-08:00

okies again i have one and a million things to say as always xP sry i've been busy n well kinda lazy xP hahahaha for the next hmm probably few weeks im goina be busy so not goina update n for ppl hu think im still in china xD im back? hahahahahha i was back on the 14th december xP sry guyz n gurls hahahha thats all for now ciaoz

CHINA!!!!!!!!

2009-12-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

i have 3mins left be4 i go and i have a million and 1 things to say IM OFF TO CHINA BABY!!!!!!! ALL I CAN SAY IS NOW IM TRIED SLEEPY WALKING SLOWLY SUGAR LVL TOO LOW N IM ACTING RETARDED BYE!!!

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OK IM IN THE AIRPORT AT SOME LAUNGE HAHA DRINKING A BIT OF BEER? HAHAHHAHAHA WELL ITS A NICE LAUNGE STILL IN MSIA!!!! AND ONE WORD FOR CHINA EVERYTHING IS AUTHENTIC REPLICA XD AHAHAHAHAHAA hahaha but my mother is real pro in bargaining.....too pro.... hahaha sry guyz i drank coffe 0.0 xD AND I JUMPED THE 1ST FLOOR OF 1U RECENTLY AHAHAHHAA XD OK......im just high or crazy or wtv anywayz thats all for now signing out hhaa

FUGA IS A BRAND!!!???

2009-11-24T23:14:00.000-08:00

Okay since i'm pretty inspired much so im goina post something that isnt just plain crap(yet) n has some meaning to it......i hope?? hahaha even my title has no meaning to it...swt?.... hahahaha...

So whenever you think everything is alright n you're secured on a good foundation and it falls apart and you end up thinking to yourself what are u goina do? how are you goina pick up the pieces? where do i start? isn't everything over for me? okies how about a few examples

You have found your soulmate out of the gazzilions in this world and you are in the happiest time of your life and its like as long as you have your soulmate no matter what its ok.But then you lose that soulmate and you no longer feel any will to live and its as if nothing will ever come close to this. Or you trusted all your money in a certain bank that gives you good interest and you thought u could trust in but then it got robbed or a scandal or whatever it is that made you lose everything or even losing you're family or having so much injustice done to you by your tormentors and whatsoever or you have alot of debts you cant get out of or whatever it is that makes you think you lost everything and all is lost and shattered

But that gives you even more the reason to live and no matter what life throws at you n even if you're the most depressed person on the face of the universe it gives u much more of the reason to live because it means you have yet see the wonders in life be4 you leave so u have the more reason not to give up your life because with all that bad you need to make it right and filled with more good n happiness so don't ever say its too late or whatever that your better off dead!! well you don't have the right to take away your life like that for it is God given and our lives are God's gift to us but what we do with it is our gift to Him =).

What goes up must come down what goes around comes around and im sure if u stick around long enough the good will come to you after the bad and its about how you adapt to this situations as well.but the important thing is when even all is lost try your best to never give up because your not even giving a fight before u even go down so at the very least find something to look forward to because life has so much more to offer and you're only going live it once so why waste it.

that's what i think and to me God never fails me when everything else fails around me and alot of ppl seem to think that God failed them or whatsoever but the reason is also coz when they pray they think double they doubt it n think it MIGHT happen its like they pray for something then they'll think "is God even listening to this" or "i don't think God will answer my prayer i" well we are called to be "BELIEVERS" not "DOUBTERS" so stop doubting and believe and if u think it doesn't make any sense and its just plain nonsense well he's GOD he doesn't have to make sense he can defy the laws of our world like defying the laws of pyhsics for example: Moses separating the red sea through God and if Moses didn't believe im sure he wouldn't have a chance to see that spectacular miracle.

And you know what thats the beauty and challenge of it! to love and believe in a invisible God but the proof is all infront of you! the challenge of continueing to believe and knowing an invisible God because to me its the most wonderful relationship ever but being a christian always has its hardships but thats what makes us stronger. can we still hold on to our faith through all of it? because we may have our doubts and thats why we have friends for encouragement for prayer and for support through all of it. really i've gotten so much closer to the people i love and gain more friends too =) all im saying now is that when you lose something or maybe everything there can be something more for you to gain for if one door is closed another will open =)

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ok crap time xD sry i cant help it but at least i post smth wif meaning hmm

FUGA IS A BRAND????!!!!!

FUGA IS A CAR????!!!!!

FUGA IS A PILL?????!!!!!

OMGOSH SO MANY PPL ARE COPYRIGHTING ME XD AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

IM WATCHING U COPYWRITER!!!!

ok im not......IM LOOKING OUT FOR YA.....if i noe hu u are........drats....

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

FUGA IS MINE

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OWH WAIT FUGA IS MY PENCIL BOX!!!!!!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA there i go again wasting yer time!!!!!!!!

WASTED!!!!!!!!!

..........i feel lazy to say much hmm its 2am? hahahaha well we've created some cort of group gathering called......

A.R.C.

ALL REJECTED CRAP!!!!!!1

WHICH CONSISTS OF

AMANDA TEO

CARINE LIM

ROY YEOH

THUS COOMES ARC!!!!!!!!!-IE!!!!!!!!!!!!1 XD AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA sry guyz i haven took my meds xP

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2009-11-17T02:41:00.000-08:00

well i haven't been updating much since and well practically no1 reads this anywayz anyhow alot had happen since ill just summarise as lots of up and downs.Well the downs ain't that fun...well you can say i crashed hard haha. well im sorry to u guyz who i kinda went abit cold and all ignoring n bla bla bla well just that i was just abit bothered by stuff and well practically oblivious to stuff around me haha well im just saying sorry and its crap time baby!!!

I LEARNT A NEW WORD SUPER-CALI-FRAGILISTIC-EXPIALI-DOCIOUS
I HAVE HECK NO IDEA WHAT IT MEANS BUT ITS THE LONGEST WORD IN THE DICTIONARY AND ITS 34 LETTERS xD

NOW TRY SAYING IT 10 TIMES REALLY FAST LIKE IN 5 SECS!!!!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS

SUPERCALIFRABLABLEHYECH (OOPS TONGUE TIED)

SUPERCALIFRAGILIECDIDIBLABLECH UHHH DOCIOUS!!!!

SUPER!!.......YOU KNOW WHAT IM TIRED OF TYPING THIS and you cant do it!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
WAKAKAKAKKAKAKA

WEEEEEEEEEE

BUM BA DA DIDA DA DUM DUM

AHAHAHHAHAHA

AHAHAHAHAHHAHA XD

ok ok ok i can't do it either there we're even =D hhahaha except the part where im wasting your time hahhahaha

WASTED

DOUBLE WASTED

TRIPLE WASTED

UHHHH........STILL WASTED!!!!!!!!!!

ahahahhaha ok ok ill stop as a compensation ill tell you the meaning of supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

.....wow that is long....

hahaha ok the meaning is...............

DIDNT I TOLD U I DON'T KNOW THE MEANING XD

OR DO I?

HMMM?

EHEHEHHEHE U DONT KNOW DO U

WELL I KNOW THAT U KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT U KNOW THAT I DONT KNOW XD WAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAkA

alrite this time i will tell u it means"Atoning for educability through delicate beauty" hahahha dun believe me go wikipedia or at least separate the words see i didnt waste your time and made u learn a new word xD ahahhaa ok ok signing out

IM BACK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Power of Positive

2009-10-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

Life isn't easy,but it is simple. Positive Minds produce positive lives.Negative minds produce negative lives and positive minds are always filled with faith and hope,while negative minds are full fear and doubt.

Are you afraid to hope? Are you afraid to imagine what cool things might happen in ur life because you can't face the disappointment of seeing those hopes crumble?a lot of people feel that way.they have been disappointed so many times that they don't want to open themselves up to another hurt.they are living life by playing defense all of the time.their focus is protect,protect,protect.
Joyce Meyer.
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Well people always want to avoid the pain of disappointment and such.In the bible Proverbs 23:7 ~ "For as he thinks in his heart so is he" and if you're thinking that i don't know whats it like and such well whether i do or not does not matter and fine i may not have the right say it but you don't have to be a thief to catch a thief do you? well but more or so think like one.

As i was saying,a negative attitude in life has to go. in the bible Matthew 8:13, in which Jesus says that as we think and believe" it will be done for us..." well it makes sense i used to think negative and all sorts of negative things happened to me but when i started thinking positive the bright colors of the world seem to shine haha im just saying positive things happen to me haha but what Jesus pointed out doesn't mean you can get anything just by thinking about it well God isnt your personal genie in a bottle.but, He does have a perfect plan for you and that plan isn't for you to go through your life depressed and discourage.Jesus proclaimed," I have come that they may have life more abundantly"(John 10:10) & if you don't have a clue what God wants you to do with your life at this point,thats okay.Pray to him about it. but whatever He does with ur life its for good.

So practice being positive in each situation that arises in your life. that won't be easy, because not everything that happens to you will be positive; not everything will be good. but you can expect God to bring good out of even bad circumstances.Example as you guys know i broke my collarbone well fine its bad i couldnt write, couldnt play sports, COULDNT PLAY SPORTS haha yeah and thats very saddening for me but at same time it was good as well because i could destress and have more time to do things i wanted to do well except i couldnt play guitar but i could spend more time thinking about God,drawing and writing with my left hand and so much more and plus i got to sit my exam using my laptop and excused from doing homework,copying notes for 3 months XD hahaha but it still came on good =)

well you know that whole"when life gives you lemons, make lemonade" looks good on paper.but it does work in real life? Can god really work all things for good,as he primises in Romans 8:28?

The answer is yes, And here's a example,from the brutal world of boxing.Gene Tunney was a great heavyweight boxer, with knockout power in both hands. Unfortunately, the many rounds of pummeling hardheaded opponents eventually turned Tunney's fist to kindling.He broke so many bones in his hands that it lo oked like his career was over. Many fighters would have given up,if they were Tunney's shoes or boxing boots, in this
case

but Tunney didn't quit.He stayed positive.he reprogrammed his entire approach to his sport.He change his style, from that of a hard-swinging brawler to a technically precise tactician who specialized in strategy.he focused on well-placed jabs rather than wild haymakers. Tunney's new scientific style served him well. he eventually earned a world championship bout with Jack "the Manassa Mauler" Dempsey,the most feared heavyweight of his day.

Tunney took Dempsey apart.Twice.A brawler, Dempsey was frustrated by Tunney's careful, delibrate style. if Tunney had tried to fight Dempsey using his old style, he would have gotten rocked.he couldnt have stood toe-to-toe and traded knockout punches with Dempsey. so a seeming tragedy in Tunney's life became the very thing that halped him realize his dream.

You might be more familiar with the saga of LAnce Armstrong, who overcame life threatening cancer to become the greatest cyclist of his generation.He is on record as saying,"Cancer is the best thing that ever happened to me."he has said that he would never have become a moutiple Tour de France winner without the perspective & perseverance he learned while battling cancer.

like Tunney & Armstrong, you can adjust to what life hurls at you.You don't have to fall apart when things don't work out the way you hope.Trust God to work in your circumstances.you just might find that your final results be even better than you'd hoped! & lastly if you tend to be a negative person,don't feel bad about it.Don't feel condemned. because condemnation itself is negative.There's nothing worse than feeling negative about your negativism on top of everything else!just recognize the problem and begin to trust God to restore you and show you the way out of your dark tunnel
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WOWIE this post is long hahhahaha i started this post last time but forgot abt it and started it agn XD ahahahaha WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha sry can't hold back the urge to crap much ahaha but ill crap more next time hehehe and sry if thr is anythin offending or such CIAOZ FOR NOW FU....GA= FUGA!!!!!!!!!

FIREFLIGHT!!!!

2009-10-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

Yikes exam is in like a few days time must nerd...well wont be bloggin for sometime now I LOVE FIREFLIGHT XD

BRAND NEW DAY~~~~~

I'm waking up
The world is turning
The sun is shining again
I'm holding on
To things I shouldn't
It's time to let them go
I've been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn't speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

And I can hear You say
It's a brand new day
The pain goes away
I'm headed for the door
And I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home

Your love, it burns
Away my darkness
You guide me when I'm blind
You are the light
That shines inside me
Showing me I'm
So much more
When I've been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn't speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

Take me into Your arms
My home lies within Your heart

And I can hear You say
It's a brand new day
The pain goes away
I'm headed for the door
And I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home(x2)

Ict Room!!~~~~~~~

2009-09-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

Im in the school ict room XD........ sry guyz but im goina freak out

omgreen!!!!!!!!!!!OMG GREEN OMGREEN NEXT WEEK IS EXAM DE PAPER 2 FOR MATH,SCIENCE AND BM GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FRIGGIN NOT READY GRRRRRRRRRRR OWH WELL owh and Gwen lets have a friendly match ;) AHAHAHA XD IM GOINA HAVE FUN...no fists though XP ahahahhaa hmm so sad today last basketball prac ill have for like a month i think? ahaha well anyhow i get a feeling im goina be drilled
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OMG
YOU CAN'T SEE ME
I BLEND IN JUST LIKE A PINE TREE!TREEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

fishballs and sausages hehehehehhe maybe i shldnt play with my food FISHBALL........i get the feeling im goina get killed by Ash........GAH ASH PLZ DUN KILL ME XD

OMGREEEEEEEEEEEEN IM GOIN GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN I SEE TREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAIT.....nvm ahahahaha its not a tree its FUGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHA

I LOVE FIREFLIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD AND TVXQ AND SUPERJUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!! BUT MAINLY FIREFLIGHT WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMM just recently every1 was out TO GET MY FUGA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! DUN KILL HIM!!!!!!!! owh incase u dont noe Fuga is my pencil box well kangaroo pencil box XD ahahahaha......there are ppl trying to kill him....* looks around huggin fuga* hehehe ill kill you 1st be4 u get to Fuga *smirks* hehehe u know what ill do first ill come to u and whack yer *&^#%& and then &*^&^&* and then *^&^&*^&%&* and then.... nah im just screwing with ya hahaha but
DONTCHA KILL FUGA lolz hahahha gwen,Ash n carine were out for fuga *looks around,looks left and right* ahahha or maybe thrs other ppl wanting fuga *looks at you(whoever you are)*
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...........OMGOSH FUGA IS ON THE BLACKLIST!!!!!!!!!
ahahahhaa well thats it ciaoz

In The Ict Room

2009-09-15T21:11:00.000-07:00

Well this blog is goina be inactive for a while...yeap i better start studying...ah well................
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GAH WHAT THE HECK ONE LAST CRAPPIN TIME XD
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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
omgreeen omgreeen i gotta go WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(fyi im saying this in my head at the speed of 1sec/sentences)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY MAMA WENT TO CHINA TOWN TO CHINATOWN MY MAMA WENT TO CHINA TOWN TO CHINATOWN.......AND GOT SPECIAL PRICE =D

WAH CHOW KIT SELLING CHANEL 52 PERFUME AT THE PRICE OF JUST 99.99$ SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GET ONE NOW!~!!!! *NOTE IF U DIE/GET CONSTIPATION FROM DRINKIN IT THEN .......TOO BAD =D owh if you get anything that causes any illness hmmm not our fault its just 3 drops of lemon and water* XD TEEHEE!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU GOT PWNED FOR READING THIS!!!!!!!

DUHHHHH WHATS A SCREW?
is a screw edible?
owh wait is a screw similar to

Uranium
Gasotonic
L...smth
Yeast?

so its ?

S.hitty
C.rap
R.uinin
E.Q/IQ
W.hackjob

ahahahahahha oklo thats it for now PWNED!!!!!!

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2009-09-13T00:59:00.000-07:00

I Miss You....................

&

I Hate You...................a lil....

GAh You're probably Loving your new car and new Gurlfren n forget me

What Is Love?

2009-09-12T03:22:00.000-07:00

hmmm.............

What i think is that when your lonely it isnt the right time to have a relationship it really isnt 1st step is to be happy single and be content when your single and fulfilled because if your lonely and start a relationship its most likely you'll be just taking and taking when its supposed to be give and take

for an example your lonely and then you start a relationship i say it won't really last because your just taking & taking but not taking and giving so your more of taking to fill your empty void but not giving whereas your content with being single and fulfilled and not lonely your fulfilled and you give and take so you'll be sharing your happiness & sadness between each other and you'll be happy as a couple together in such. so to put in simply if you content and fulfilled as a single you'll definitely be happy as a couple.so its like learing to crawl before you walk.

still don't get it?

well here's what i think say your lonely and fill empty you just take n take to fill up the void then what? what of your partner? won't he fill he's missing something too? and when it all comes down and leave you empty again then what? you'll be much more emptier than before like all you took before is gone and all that's left are memories then what? and if your content being single when you start a relationship it'll be more sharing,taking and giving,sharing ur hurts and happiness through good and bad times.

i mean to say when ur fulfilled being single you'll be even more fulfilling in a relationship thats able to both give and take

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CRAPPY CRAP CRAP TIME XD SRY.....TOOOOO SERIOUS XD okies last WED WAS AWESOME XD basketball prac ahahaha YAYZ SUICIDES XD AHAHAHHA I GOT 38 SEC XD AHAHAHA in suicides runs you run 1/4 of the court then back then 1/2 court then back then 3/4 and so forth xD fun =D ahahahaha though i stop so suddenly so i kinda had a lil sore at my legs the next day XP ah well

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AHA!!!!!!!!! IM NOT SO SHORT AFTER ALL XD im taller den both of my couz hu are like 20+ wakakkakakaka!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahaha okies dats all for now XP CIAO n sry if there is any offense

Blogging in the ict room AGAIN

2009-09-01T21:17:00.000-07:00

okies IM BACK PPL AUSSIE WAS AWESOME XD but im too lazy to post the pics and what happen so ill do it somtime else and OMGREEN SEJ PROJECT IS KILLING ME @~@

Crappy crap crap!!!!!!!!!

How much does a woodpeck wood pecker peck peck pek wood bla bla pla *tougue tied*

~my milkshakes better than urs dam rite its bttr den urs dam rite its bttr then urs~

wakakakkaa my crapping cant stop!!!!

TIC TAC

hmmm thinking abt tic tac reminds me that in aussie THRS RELI BIG BOXES COMPARE 2 MSIA hmmmm does it mean that.....ehehehhehe nvm

~I Wanna Be ur last 1st kiss~
~ The only one ull have~
~I Wanna be ur Last First Kiss~
~ Wanna Break Every Clock~
~The Hands of Time Would Stop~
~We Could Stay In This Moment Forever~

INEVITABLE - ANBERLIN XD =3 FUGA!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMMMM i named my kangaroo pencil box FUGA!!!!!!!!! =D

FUGA SAYS HI!!!!
U SAY HELLO!!!!(maybe in indian accent xD)
Fuga Says FUGA WAN FUGA!!!!!!!!!! OOOOH SHINY
U SAY do u spell Fuga like......F-U..........................G-A

ahahahahahhahhaha just being random ahahahhaha
ciaoz for now =D

OWH WAIT!!!! Jean is writing a novel Named droplets she posted it on youtube here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEEC8kKAUKA&feature=related and once u start u cant stop XD its awesome stuff

Aussie Here I Come

2009-08-19T02:56:00.000-07:00

Okies i have like 15 minute left before i go off to the airport....and im still blogging...
ahahahhaha ok just hope i dun get h1n1 n YAYZ im skipping 2 days of skl wakakkakakaka
anywayz ciaoz for now

My Birthday Outing

2009-08-15T09:23:00.001-07:00

Okay ill tell about the day 1st den ill post the pictures lazy at the moment XP ahaha ok 1st had school....ahaha weird day.....hehe...secret..hmm

den at 1.30pm was waiting for them to come so Jean was with me den Therrense & Carine came together,Yew Jung,Brandon and Ash was last = = took quite some time XP ok so we had lunch at Kenny Rodgers Carine's & Jeans spagetti taste weird XP ahaha Yew Jung & Therrense were kinda like stoning so i pulled their cheeks AHAHAHA XD NO STONING!!!

so after that we went for bowling as we were walking the street like around the entrance of cineleisure got some weird event thingy...rite XP so we went Bowling & THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME almost all my 1st shots Kena longkang stupid lar so almost all my 2nd shots are either 6~9 pins or spares ahahaha XD hmm Ash was like neck to neck with me the scores XD but second game i was 20 points ahead of her ahaha but halfway through dat game jean had to leave so when she left we just simply played n pretty much ruined all the scores & me and ash kinda like i shoot da 1st shot she shoot da 2nd so like we made i think two spares XD & CARINE U DONT SUCK hmm there was one part whr Jean,Ash n me all had the same score of 31 points XD ahaha hmm i kicked the bowling ball once and every1 was like looking at me XP hurts for 10 mins den ok XD ahaha and den i used a 13&14 ball and swung it so it kinda bounced n made a loud thud but at least i got a spare for the 14 ball n hit 9 pins for the 13 XD ahaha

Ok about the guys they were using the other lane hmm therrense pro le~~~ ahaha & when Brandon swung da ball facing backwards it actually got a strike XD da guyz were stoning larh = = they were like after throw da ball they just sit back den da gurls were like after we shoot like all high and jumpy...well jumpy was me XD ahaha and the guyz finish their game faster then us = = they finish the 2nd game while we were half game.. but den again our lane got lots of probs ahaha then later when we were walking out thr was this aircon thingy.....very high powered....hair flying everywhere XD

so after the bowling we went for SWEETS!!!!!!! AHAHA XD i bought a big heart lolipop n sum sweets yerrr lolipop not nice!~~~~~~ ahaha so later we went to tony roma's HAH!! da guy not there too bad lorh XD ahaha but i reli didnt care hehe so the guyz stoning agn = = but 3 of them like different stereotype like Therrense - quiet,Yew Jung - smarty pants & Brandon - jock ahaha but look like all dont interact haha den we gurls went high XD but when we left them alone the guyz den oni started talkin = = yeesh so that pretty much sums it up hehe ill post the pictures later as i said im being lazy XD

FUGA!!!!

2009-08-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

im just bored exams are over....but i dun feel like exams are over...i feel screwed up abit...and while listenin to a piano piece i wrote a poem

I Am You,
Yet Im Not,
You Are Me,
Yet Your Not,
All The Same,
We Are The Same,
We Are Bound By Our Ties,
Until The Day Its Cut,
We Are Bound By This.

Gah!!! tomorrow got school yeesh ruin my plans oni nvm la at least its still on XD ahaha owh well thats all for now ciaoz

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

GAH!! stupid blogger time thingy its all wrong well 3 minutes til im 14 XD wakakakaka so to pass time im goina crap or smth hmm play smth crappy ahaha
2mins XD

bum ba di da ba dum dum~~~~~~~

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY!!!!!!!????? 15TH MIGHT HAVE SKL TTT~TTT wtflip = = yeesh
ah well poooie~~~~~~~~
hmm i wonder~~~~~~

crap
crap
crap
crap
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jang jang jang !!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF XD
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......yes i know sad rite n lame im wishing myself happy bday....ah well haha = =

well goodnite im off to lalaland

Resolve

2009-08-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

I'll look up with determination and I'm goina Run this race of life whether through storms or breakthroughs or sunny times I'm not goina give up but i'm goina take the High road,the narrow way and i'll run this race whether at slow pace or fast but im definitely goina finish it and every obsticale or ups and downs i come across im not giving up knowing if i get through this im a step closer to the end and i know I'm doing all of this for one reason alone its all for him and at the end of it all i can say with pride "I've finish the race" so this is my resolve....

LaDaDiDa

2009-08-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

Wowie i've got alot of unfinished post hmmm meh~~~ kinda lazy to edit and all gah i do some other time.....my exam is coming.....i should be nerding....but here i am bloggin.. ah well XD hmmm maybe i should cut down on my sugar intake n study....OMGREEN WAD AM I SAYING!!!!!!!!!!!

AM I AMANDA TEO SUHWI?
gosh @~@ iv'e been.....BRAINWASHED AND PWNED...GAH!!!!!!
HU AM I?
WHAT AM I DOING?
AM I GOINA FORGET ABT LOLIPOPS,SWEETS ICE CREAM @~@
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gosh.....this isn't happening....IV'E BEEN BRAINWASHED OF MY SWEETS FRENZY NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST.....EAT....SUGARY...THING....OR ...I...AINT..GOINA.....BE....AMANDA .....ANYMORE....
UGH
must nerd....
NO MUST EAT SWEET
must nerd...
nerd
nerd
NOOO!!!!!!1
THIS IS WRONG
SWEET
SWEET
SWEET
DATS MORE LIKE IT!!!!
nerdx10000
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@~@ *FAINTS*

hu am i?....

ok again i cldnt stop crapping yes im Amanda Teo Suhwi hu likes to poke,eat sweets,lolipop,ice cream n likes to poke well i wont be blogging for sum time

Blogging in the ict room again XD

2009-07-28T20:50:00.000-07:00

hahaha yeap in the ict room XD omgreen = = this sat is my b'day outing.... ppl still haven't confirm..... naj is right....worst confirmation list eva XD ahahahaha....so far 2day was a lil weird.....Arif stimulating in the class....thinking of megan fox.....right.....i dun wanna go near him......even more not to go near da sick ppl hu wanted to see.....ah well hahaha hmm was talking to Cik Wan as usual tons of sarcasm XD ahaha and criticism = = bah wtv she says she's not interested in men or gurls...hmm not straight... not les...gay maybe? XD wakakakaka ah well so far my day has been weird overall~~~ I CAN'T WAIT TIL THIS SATURDAY!!! ONCE IN A LIFETIME TO HEAR THERRENSE SING XD WOOHOOO!!!!!!!

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Yayz!!!~~~~~~ hahaha im just wasting ur time and just trying to pass by mine i think u should stop reading and go find smth bttr to do XD hahahaha

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hmmm i like to poke XD
have you ever seen a tsunami?
i have.... on tv XD
whats a pie?
isnt it food not some 22/7 and 3.142 thingy for math
gah guess the person was hungry making the math formula so he thought of pie and call it pie XD hahahaha
whats my name?
where am i ?
who am i?
how old am i?
what am i doing?
......i think i have reli short term memory or maybe amnesia 0.0

hahahahaha i told you its a waste of time and i just have nothing better to do so if ur reading it ur wasting ur time XD U GOT PWNED!!!!!!!
-for reading this-

DOUBLE PWNED!!!!!
-for continuing reading-

Guess What?

2009-07-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

Guess what?
i don't give a damn about it anymore =) go ahead make your own assumptions but in the end I'm still who I am and there's nothing you can do about it Coz its my life and im making the changes here and there's only so much as a bunch of people Who i really care what they think of me and it definitely ain'tcha.

So i have my resolves and I'm goina prove it to ya.You can count on that and I've got my own my goals so don't force yours on mine as if you have jurisdiction over me and even if you did in the end im the one making the changes in my life.You can try and bring me down and throw whatever you got at me but i aint goin down without a fight.

i serioously can't hold my urge to type this "you got balls alrite BUT IT AINT NO BIG BALLS BUDDY!!!! DOUCHE BAG!!!!" WAKAKAKAKKAKAKA *POKE**POKE*
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Awww~~~~~~~ sads man my bro's going back to australia deng no1 drive me around and its goina be quiet n boring ah well i had heck of a month with him haha *cough*not to mention playing pranks*cough* *cough* ahh~~~ im such a nice gurl hahaha jk jk ah well he'll be back in 4 months

yikes i skip school for 3 days XP hahaha SHIT!!!!!!! sejarah folio,presentation n nota.... deng im goina die plus science = = yikes back to the drawing board~~~ XP if i have one haha its like 2.14am im bored..... wait.... i should be slping...ah well...im goina play some crappy games...ciaoz

MRS ROHINI

2009-07-03T07:15:00.001-07:00

OMGREEN CANT STOP LAUGHING XD WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA I TRIED DO SERIOUS AND DEEP POST BUT I CANT THX TO 2 PPL GAH!!! COULDNT STOP LAUGHING XD hahahahahahaha i give up im just goina crap and continue my serious post ltr

ok lets start crappin no.1 SHE LOOKS SO RETARDED XD ps i took dis from Hao Han's pic XD wakakakaka

no.2 shes probably a mafia REJECT XD cause she's Roh1n1 WAKAKAKAKAKA

poke
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LOLIPOP XD RANDOMS LE

lolx i laugh so much
til i cant even fin crappin all i wan say XD hahahahahahahahaha
my last post....GRRRRRRR TRY BE SERIOUS N DEEP STOP HALFWAY GAHH!!! LAUGH TOO MUCH JUST WHEN GETTING TO DEEP PART I STOP AND START CRAPPIN

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What Drives Your Life?

2009-07-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

haha ok i know im suppose to finish my rhymes and hymns but i feel like doing this 1st XP haha XD im tryiing my best not to crap too much ok XP haha okies so its story time XD or smth

Everyone's life is driven by something.well most dictionaries define drive as "to guide,to control,or to direct." Whether you are driving a car,a nail,or whatever it is you are guiding,controlling and directing it at the moment. What is the Driving Force in your life? Right now you may be driven by a problem,a pressure or a deadline.You may be driven by painful memory,a haunting fear,or a unconscious belief.there are hundreds of Circumstances,values,and emotions that can drive your life.here are a few common ones:

Many people are driven by guilt.They spend their entire lives running from regrets and hiding their shame.Guilt-driven people are manipulated by memories.They allow their past to control their future. They often unconsciously punish themselves by sabotaging their own success. When they become overwhelmed by guilt they will be like a restless wanderer on the earth and describes most people today - wandering life without a purpose. We are products of our past but we are not prisoners of it.

THATS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT I NID TO CRAP EDI THX TO MY PET SIS N PET BRO RAWR!!!! MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH UNTIL I CANT HOLD BACK MY URGE TO CRAP XD hahahahahahahaha laugh so much de and i seriously must post dis pic of Roh1n1

HAHAHAHAHAHA POKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKE

ok 2day i didnt do much just temu mesra...mother pissed.. OK IM GOINA END DIS POST COZ I CANT STOP LAUGHING AND I NID POST DIS RETARDED PIC OF Mrs ROH1N1 XD

Blogging in the ict room

2009-06-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

Haha im blogging in the ict room XD bored~~~~~~~~ and ill continue my Nursery Ryhmes some other time XP haha feeling abit lazy or rather i got too much to blog abt XP haha erm ooh rite maybe over da weekend XP I WAN GO CHEER T~T yerrrr~~~~~~~~ I ALSO WAN GO MALAM BAKAT T~T SADS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 MORE DAYS TIL TEMU MESRA T~T AND IM GOIN HYSTERICAL!! but with pokez XD haha im crapping Yayz~~~ yesterday we had a family discussion and i met my future niece - AMANDA! XP haha now she keeps calling me uncle haha see my relationship with my bro-in law is so good til they name their future daughter after me XD haha.... swt...rites haha ok thats all for now till i think of what to blog exactly

Nursery Ryhmes & Hymns part I

2009-06-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water
Jack fell down and broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling after.
Up got Jack, and home did trot
As fast as he could caper
He went to bed and bound his head
With vinegar and brown paper.

my last day of holz guess ill spend it by bloggin XP

do you know the jack and jill nursery ryhme?or rather do you know the story behind it?

Jack and Jill story
The roots of the story, or poem, of Jack and Jill are in France. Jack and Jill referred to are said to be King Louis XVI - Jack -who was beheaded (lost his crown) followed by his Queen Marie Antoinette - Jill - (who came tumbling after). The words and lyrics to the Jack and Jill poem were made more acceptable as a story for children by providing a happy ending! The actual beheadings occurred in during the Reign of Terror in 1793. The first publication date for the lyrics of Jack and Jill rhyme is 1795 - which ties-in with the history and origins. How about that when we were kids we would be singing that nursery ryhme about the execution of our so called jack and jill.

Death by Beheading
On the gruesome subject of beheading it was the custom that following execution the severed head was held up by the hair by the executioner. This was not, as many people think, to show the crowd the head but in fact to show the head the crowd and it's own body! Consciousness remains for at least eight seconds after beheading until lack of oxygen causes unconsciousness and eventually death. the execution methods at that time is so much more disgusting than the execution methods now blehh! i can't believe that there is even a crowd watching it haha at least now we don't use the guillotine....i'd be sicken by the gory sight..ugh.. for more information about the nursery rhymes go to www.ryhmes.org.uK

Mad Sailor or Mat Saleh?

haha hmm do you know why the malay's call whites mat saleh?hehe i heard this from a friend last time. im sure you know that last time the british invaded malaysia right well do you know there are sailors also right so when the white sailors go to a tavern or somewhere for a drink they would drink until they were drunk and would start crapping and shouting for things and ladies and such.so when that happens the other whites there would cry out "MAD SAILOR!! MAD SAILOR!!" so the malays who have no idea whats going on would join in thinking that the white call each other that and cry out "Mat Saleh!! Mat Saleh!!" so they pronounced it wrongly and there came the word Mat Saleh to describe Whites =D

haha yea dats all the crap i have for now XP but the title says "part 1" so there's a part 2 XD haha ok im goin high ciaoz for now and hello school

times~~~~~

2009-06-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

wow my last 2 post are..........
hahaha CRAPPY CRAP CRAPZ XD haha what can i say hmmmm its just crap =D haha well then we all have our emo time XP or whatever it is you call it haha

to those people who know my situation and so on... its ok you don't have to worry its not goina happen again =) and im not quite sure as well haha i can't really say...ill just say that "the hands of time is moving again" but not exactly smoothly XP haha

hmmm the last 2 post were crap haha just some old memory....and something...hahaha GRRRRRRRRRRR I CAN'T STAND BEING EMO AND ALL ITS BORING!!!! haha XP

hmmm today i ate 3 ice - creams and 9 lolipops =D WAKAKAKAKAKA yayz~~~~~~~ but neva got to poke T~T haha yerrrrr school is reopening soon so fast~~~~~ ah well at least i can start poking again =D haha

ill say it one more time.... its ok =D the clock is definitely working and moving but may not be perfect yet but its steady =D haha if you(certain someone) are reading it you know what i mean =D haha hmmm ill have a long chat with you next time i guess haha

*POKE*X1000000000000000000000000000

ciaoz for now =D goodbye blog and hello ice cream XD

Breaking!

2009-06-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

to whoever is reading this just screw it... ur wasting ur time

......i can't see where this is going anymore....i hate this....i need to anchor myself somewhere or i won't know who i am anymore... i feel empty and screwed up...just please stop this nightmare and slow me down......im literally breaking apart.......i don't know how long i can keep up with this charrade... i hate this horrid indescribable intangible....why is it that every word of yours matters to me...and even after hearing a thousand times....it still hurts as bad as the first time...this piercing feeling...i feel so weak... i feel so mixed up in this one big painful feeling....im on the verge of breaking myself to pieces

....how long can i keep on with keeping it all inside...not long....your words always haunt me in my dreams...always lingering in it...and not to mention in pictorial forms as well... you make me feel so putrid....i hate it...i hate the fact that i wake up every hour when i sleep in cold sweat and lightheadedness....its either a nightmare or a black out.....my will to go on is gradually weakening....how long will it take to finish this nightmare

....but when it does i know it will leave me with an empty void...just like before...but worst of all is im lost at the moment...i don't know what to do anymore...i need to slow down and find my clear path...but im on the verge of breaking with this feelings...i can't feel much anymore...why?....before this ill always find something to do as my release and to run away from reality... but i cant anymore since ive lost it already...all of it... im screwed anyhow...

if u read all the way with my emo passage screw whatever i said...like i said im wasting your time....i just can't seem to think straight anymore..

Screw You!

2009-06-10T08:19:00.000-07:00

if your the type of person who just can't stop yapping away about how i should be and where i stand and how i'm suppose to be or something Screw you!!!! get the hell out of my blog!! hey this is my life im not someone you can flipping make into like some shitty doll!! seriously just cause you don't have a life doesn't mean you can screw mine

worry about your circumstances than mine and just make yours work than procrastinating with making my circumstances the way you want. Really i feel like punching something...

and you know what else i always try to please you,always tried to flipping make you smile.... if you want me to stop or what just open your darn mouth then telling me im so inconsiderate and low understanding... THEN MAKE ME UNDERSTAND BY TELLING ME.. i asked you and all you do was scream at me saying i dun wanna talk about it...

you want me to stop or do this or that just say it. Aren't you tired of this charrade? i can read the situation without you telling me or anything but if u want it straight and firsthand information JUST SPIT IT OUT.. ... you come to me screaming out your stressed by me when i just do lil mistakes and show your stressed and tired emotions and saying im so naive and cheerful and why don't i make myself useful or something like that and going on im always high and cheerful well...

GUESS WHAT!!!!! IM HUMAN TOO OKAY UNLIKE YOU WHO IS SO UNDERMINING I HATE TO SHOW MY NEGATIVITY OKAY!!!! IM JUST FLIPPIN TRYING TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD AND FOR DONKEY YEARS YOU JUST SNAP AT ME THEN WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO! I HAVE EMOTIONS TOO OKAY SEEING YOU LIKE THAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS HORRID GUTTY FEELING OF GUILT AND PAIN SO WHATEVER IT IS IM SORRY ALRIGHT

it just feels so wretch bottling everything for so many years but just stop telling me i should be what or what okay...im sorry for being the way you describe me as inconsiderate,naive,self centered,stupid, and FOR NOT BEING ALL YOU WANTED AND AS GOOD AS THAT PERSON AS YOU WANT ME TO BE....just screw you!!! okay

Just stop it alright if im bothering you that much sorry ill never show my face to you again.....

memories

2009-05-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

what are your most precious memories?
do you want happy memories or sad ones?
will the memories be with us always?
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memories are very precious to me for when i don't see the person whom i made the memories with anymore i can only keep the memories with me and recall to the feeling of it all. whether memories sad or happy i wan it to be the fullest for it will be my album of feelings and bottles of recollection.

but as time fades memories will slowly fade with it how then will it be something to recollect on.
but surely if i don't remember anymore i know the feeling will be there and my heart will definitely remember it.
as old memories fade there's new memories to come

if we have sad memories then so be it. its done and what is done is done.
so make more happy memories to fill the void with more happy ones then sad one.
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i seriously can't take it anymore.i can't resist the urge to crap XD crap time WOOHOO!!!!
ok memories eh hmm i think most of my memories are made up of candy,pokes and ice cream XD WOOHOO!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~
hmmm i wonder wad will happen if hit someone on the head real hard hmm will dey get amnesia and forget stuff =D haha i tink im goin high haha WAKAKAKAKA!!!!!! haha ok dats all for now

EXAM DAY 1!!!

2009-05-19T02:28:00.000-07:00

haha its day 1 of my mid year exam and i kinda made every1 jealous coz i get to use the laptop for the exam coz of my arm XD haha i had my english and sejarah examination today n i still have my english answers saved in my comp haha 1 thing good about using the laptop during exam there's the spell check thingy XD haha but im an honest person so i didnt use it XD haha nola even if i didnt use it got those green n orange lines to show that something wrong with the thing haha.darns i should have played dota or smth after i finnish coz it was so boring!!~~~ haha but cant anywayz just in case teacher sees. Gosh i hate sitting behind right in next to the window
1. its hot and stuffy
2. teacher can see me easily XP haha
3. SERIOUSLY ITS BURNING HOT THERE
4.it aint fun

HAHA yea XP well maybe i should bring headphones and listen to music while doing the test haha i wish XD but im only using the comp for english,bm,maths and science (subjective) stupid stupid stupid sejarah i think i hantam like 10 ques or more haha my shading got lines coming out XD haha and i slept on my om paper so there was like shading marks on my face XD haha i noe im kinda retarded at times XD haha okies tmr i got bm and sivik .......... sighs... back to the bookz

haircutt!!!~~~

2009-05-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

well today i went tomy youth it was fun the message today hit me like a brick haha i prayed and kinda just really think back haha hmmm coz i didnt go the last two weeks when every1 saw me in a sling they were like what happen and i heard da ques so many flippin times hahaha nothing much today after that.............*dun dun dun* i got a haircutt .... ..... ..my hair is quite short now

hahahaha thats bout it byez

Shiny Name Thingy

2009-05-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

i Found this shiny name thingy on Najie's blog

A: has a smile to die for

B: is a nerd at times

C: can kick ur butt

D: great friend

E :has beautiful eyes

F: wild and crazy

G: HOTT

H: likes someone

I: best boyfriend or girlfriend

J: is really sweet

K: gorgeouss

L: very good kisser

M: can be funny and dumb at times

N: easy to fall in love with

O: has one of the best personalities ever

P: popular with all types of people

Q: makes people laugh

R: gives good hugs

S: NICE BUTT

T: very opened - minded

U: is loved by everyone

V: not judgmental

W: very romantic

X: never let people tell you what to do

Y: very hot

Z: makes dating fun

and my name is...

A: has a smile to die for
M: can be funny and dumb at times

A: has a smile to die for

N: easy to fall in love with
D: great friend

A: has a smile to die for

T: very opened - minded
E: has beautiful eyes
O: has one of the best personalities ever

S: NICE BUTT
U: is loved by everyone
H: likes someone
W: very romantic
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend

haha i think this shiny name thingy doesnt describe me haha XD WEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I FIN MY CARVING XD

ICT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

2009-05-07T19:52:00.000-07:00

haha im blogging in the ict room XD YAY!!!~~~~~~~~~~ I GAIN ANOTHER 2 PERIODS OF ICT XD haha cuz of the new timetable hahaha CRAPPING TIME XD ........yikes i gotta start doing my present shopping GOSH CARINE WHAT KINDA THINGS U LIKE XD haha mother's day is coming and im doing some kind of wood carving for her ouch i cut myself abit XP well im only using one hand now anywayz XD haha abit tired thoughi slept at 1.30am i think XD haha well mothers day and im going out 2 carine's b'day outing XD ahahaha Gosh MUST START CRAPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.hi
2hello
3.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!~~~~~~~~~~ LOLIPOPZ XD
4.im bored
5.wth am i doing XD owh rite wasting ur time and mine XD
6.if ur asking about how i carve wood with 1 hand i just carve with one hand.
7.if you were here i would do this pokepokepokepokepokepoke!!!!!!!! XD

hahaha im done wasting your time til i think of smth 2 crap about and yea XD

HEATWAVE!!!!

2009-05-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

OMGREEN!!!!!!!!! HEATWAVE!!!!! gosh its so hot recently!!! geez just when i took a bath i start sweating all over again deng then whats the flippin point of taking a bath and im like lying on my floor and sweating im so glad my floor is marble tiles so its cooling~~~ haha XD COME ON PPL GO GREEN!!!!! GO PLANT MORE TREES!!!!! DONT LET GLOBAL WARMING HAPPEN!!!! im already suffering from this heat... ugh.... deng im so hot!! and yea i noe i am hot XD ahahaha.

seriously just when i step out of my house my head could cook an egg!! any1 wan sum eggs? sunny side up?scrambled?or rotten? XD hahaha GO GREEN!!! im already planting a tree XD haha ......a tiny 1 though XP

NOOOO!!!!~~~~~~~ the whole world is turning gay!!!!! geez alrite already if i cant beat em ill join em as of this moment IM GAY!!!! XD HAHA.........dat sounds so wrong = =... well GAY SINGLE!!! XD HAHAHA WEEEEE!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

GOSH!!!! the heat must be getting to me....... ... i think im goina be crapping all over XD haha

Randomz~~~~

2009-04-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

What do you think about when you listen 2 songs?
can u relate the song to anything in your life?
do the songs give you a sense of relief in any way?

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hmm when i listen 2 music sometimes i can relate some of it to my life like the song on fire by switchfoot coz sometimes i just feel like screaming but i cant and its like a fire i wanna let out and sometimes as if my fires dying and i just need directions and a feeling of just having an outburst or something like just shouting out.i think about all sort of things when i listen 2 the song.thinking about the tunes to my feel just drifting in thoughts.my relief in songs is i just cut off the world for abit n listen deeply and just think and calm down abit.

~~~****~~~

when your feeling down listen to a song that will give a sense of release for abit
just relax to the tunes and close your eyes
think back on your life and just let it all out
think of the beat
just do whatever that lets you have a moment in your own world

never hold back tears or laughter
cry all you want
laugh all you want
let it all out
experience all the feelings to the fullest coz its life
cry and let it all out be it sadness or happiness
then start filling it up with something new
laugh till it hurts COZ ITZ FUN XD ... i think
coz when it hurts you know your having fun and really laughing to the fullest

~~~****~~~

and lastly my style XD

poke all you want and make it good
before you get chased around by irritated ppl XD
poke for the fun of it not cuz u havta unless its 2 see da reaction or a dare XD
crap all u want coz crapping is good and fun
if you cant poke then start crapping
crap in a full sentence or ppl will think ur crazy but then agn from the start maybe they will XD

hahaha i cant last the intensity XD whoopz~~~ deng its 2.15am n im not asleep

Thoughts In Our Heart

2009-04-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

hey ppl well this post is goina be deep...i thtink XD so it might not sound like me XD

have you ever felt the pain that engulfs you with overwhelming fear of losing something so dear?
have you ever felt the despair of facing the cruel reality?
if the sky ever starts falling does it mean we too will break away?
in whom can we alwayz trust in?
why is it we have to through so much of these pains
why is it the world is ever so filled with despair,hate,rejection?
why is it that we have to be apart one day?

in this world why do we face misery?.........

~~~~~***~~~~~

If its the pain of the fear of losing it then why not grasp it tighter.
The despair of facing cruel reality? its not despair but realizing its just how we see it.
If the sky falls why should we? even if we fall physically we still wont fall in our hearts.
in those who are dear to our hearts.God.
We go through pains for a reason and for us 2 grow but in these pains why not we go through it with perseverance.
In this world there may be filled with hate, despair and rejection but there is also love, happiness and acceptance in which we have to face all of em.because its life.
We will be apart one day for life is ever so changing so we too must change and move on

We don't really face misery we just choose to but we will face pain for with it we will grow. ~~ Pain Is Inevitable But Misery Is Optional ~~

~~~~~***~~~~~

Gah!!! atmosphere to tense must start poking and crapping XD haha

ok ppl whats hotel626?seriously. is it a scary game?hmmm these days i have alot on my mind .....must detox!! XD hmm recently its been quite windy and the doors go BANG haha. PIGGY XD

Sorry mummy looks like you wont be getting any grandchildren from this son coz im single XD haha so depend on your daughters maybe zilin since she's married XD haha XP im crapping all over again XD

anywayz thats all for now ciaoz

ICE CREAM XD

2009-04-20T18:30:00.001-07:00

Heyz~~~~~~ hmmm im blogging in the ict room XD PIGGY XD ~~~~~~~ CALVIN WONT GIMME MONEY!!!!!!! he say he no money he pokai yerrrr he spend all on his boyfrens probably XD haha

NOW THIS IS CARINE! =D

LOL U will know its me cause i love xD-ing :P...Bored in ICT room right now..hehe..Just went facebook..Amanda...Is just staring at me 4 stealing the keyboard 2 type this

*poke* kekekekeke now its back to me GAH!!!!!!

NoW its CArine :P..We're crazy and we love crapping lol...Calvin Chew Mun Yau!!! -.-..You owe me and Amanda allowance..DOnt spend it all on your FAVOURITE DAUGHTER and Your BOYFRIENDS!!!XD...He loves his boyfriends alot..=P..xD Well thats all for now LOL!!!!! =D SO bored..Amanda misses excercising...I miss XD HAHAHAHAHH!!!!!! Im joking

lol........ ok BACK TO ME STOP STEALING DA KEYBOARD ~~~~~~~~ haha yeah wad she said well i feel like ranting on something but i feel like crappin even more XD CARINE PIGGY .......thanks 4 stealing da keyboard.......COZ WE'RE CRAPPING XD *poke* ciaoz

PIGGY XD

2009-04-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

ok fine ill do the darn tag sheesh i can only use 1 hand and u wan me 2 do this tag XD haha nola jk jk XP i also nothing to do haha got tagged by Ash

1. Last beverage ↨ Milk =D
2. Last phone call ↨ my Couz (asking me 2 go 4 smth XP)
3. Last text message ↨ i forgot
4. Last song you listened to ↨ Right Round
5. Last time you cried ↨ hmm my 10 mins of emo then went High XD
6. Dated someone twice ↨ No of course wad do u take me for
7. Been cheated on ↨ No
8. Kissed someone and regretted it ↨ i Never Kissed Any1 exept 4 my family that i wouldnt regret
9. Lost someone special ↨ Maybe...
10. Been depressed ↨ i have lived for 14 years OF COURSE I HAVE BEEN
DEPRESSED
11. Been drunk ↨ nope but semi XD

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Green

HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends ↨ Heck Yeah
16. Fallen out of love ↨ Cant Answer That.coz i dunno wad it means XD
17. Laughed until you cried ↨ I Think So. But laughed till i coughed yes XD
18. Met someone who changed you ↨ Yes
19. Found out who your true friends are ↨ Yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you ↨ hmmm yea.They Were talkin bout how my pokes hurt XD
21. Kissed someone on your friends list ↨ EXCUSE ME
22. How many kids do you want to have ↨ How should i noe im only 14 owh wait im 13+
23. Do you have any pets ↨ Yes a puppy but i gave it away,7 turtles. probably swimming at the pacific ocean XD haha n sum fishes 2 fighting fish.....dey fought
24. Do you want to change your name ↨ No. but some1 already did and start calling me PokerFace
25. What did you do for your last birthday ↨ Went out with Frens
26. What time did you wake up today ↨ morning
27. What were you doing at midnight last night ↨ Watching sum crappy vids
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for ↨ 3 months so i can continue playing sports
29. Last time you saw your father ↨Sleeping
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ↨ hmm my arm to be healed
31. What are you listening to right now ↨ PokerFace
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ↨ Who the flippin la da dida is dat
33. What is getting on your nerves right now ↨ My Arm coz it is on my nerves XD
34. What is your real name ↨ Amanda Teo Suhwi
35. Relationship Status ↨ Single 36. Zodiac sign ↨ Pigs~~~ *oink*
37. Male or female ↨ female but i became a Son XD
38. Elementary ↨ Ringrose kindergarden
39. Middle School ↨ SKDU
40. High School ↨ SMKBUD(4) ...maybe im changing school soon Applecross in australia XP
41. What do you like about yourself ↨ dunno
42. Piercings ↨ yeap ears
43. Tattoos ↨ nopes
44. Righty or lefty ↨ Both hands but now only left since i cant use rite sad thing is i nvr use left so long = =

FIRSTS:

45. First surgery ↨ 5 i think
46. First piercing ↨ 6 yrs old
47. First tattoo ↨ Yes
48. First best friend ↨ Not quite sure if i count em XP
49. First sport you joined ↨ err i cant rmb i think cycling? or issit badminton cant rmb 6 yrs old i played 2 much
50. First pet ↨ A Dog
51. First concert ↨ Kindergarden
52. First crush ↨ Standard 4 XP
53. First alcohol drink ↨ Red wine. Vodka is nice XD not 2 strong or light
54. Eating ↨ lolipop!!
55. Drinking ↨ Milk
56. Listening to ↨ Music
57. Waiting for ↨ my arm to be healed so i can sue da school XD haha jk jk

YOUR FUTURE:

58. Want kids ↨ Yes
59. Want to get married ↨ how am i goina kids if i aint married
60. Careers in mind ↨ dunno maybe chemical engineering
61. Lips or eyes ↨ Both
62. Hugs or kisses ↨ Both
63. Shorter or taller ↨ if can Same height hate being short
64. Older or younger ↨ Older but not 2 old...but maybe same age wld be nice
65. Romantic or spontaneous ↨ Both
66. Nice stomach or nice arms ↨ can i say both agn?
67. Tattoos or piercings ↨ hmm dunno err double piercing on 1 ear XP haha jk
68. Sensitive or loud ↨ errr i dunno
69. Hook up or relationship ↨ Relationship
70. Trouble maker or hesitant ↨ Neither
71. Kissed a stranger ↨ No
72. Drank hard liquor ↨ Maybe
73. Lost glasses/contacts ↨ What Kinda QUESTIONIS THIS 4 THIS SECTION
74. Sex on first date ↨EXCUSE ME whoever ask this question is desperate
75. Broken someone's heart ↨ I dont noe
76. Had your own herat broken ↨ yeap 4gt how many times
77. Been arrested ↨ No
78. Turned someone down ↨ Think so
79. Cried when someone died ↨ Of Course i did im not stone hearted

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. Yourself ↨ Sometimes
81. Miracles ↨ Yes and i wan it to happen often XD but den agn if it comes often it wont be a miracle
82. Love at first sight ↨ No its crap
83. Heaven ↨ Yes
84. Santa Claus ↨ Nopes
85. Kissing on the first date ↨ errr dunno?
86. Angels ↨ Yeapz they are always here with us

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

87. Is there one person you want to be with right now ↨ Yes
88. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time ↨ No
89. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever ↨ Yes
90. What's the one thing you cannot live without ↨Can i name a few. God, Jesus erm my frens and family
91. Tag 10 ppl..Who?

hmmm i duno

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Okies im done with the Tag hmm yesterday when i went to school i heard the same questions over and over again here are they
OMYGREEN WHAT HAPPEN 2 U?

What Do You Think Happen. Cantcha see me in a arm sling.ok i broke my collarbone and this sling is for support n for it 2 heal properly.

How Do You Bath?

errr just bath?

How Do You Change?

err just change? although yes it hurts like heck so i nidda wear button up shirts .

How Do You Eat?

i just eatla but harder

How do You Sleep?

err just sleep only la but have to sleep on my back = =

How Do You Write?

HALO~~~~~ CANTCHA SEE I CANT WRITE I CANT USE MY ARM

Does It Hurt?

= = dats a stupid ques OF COURSE IT HURTS DO U WANNA TRY ? It hurts every sec n i cant move properly or it hurts = =
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yeap those are the questions i keep hearing well it wasnt much hmm last night i was crapping with Ashley,Anis,Carine,zilin,calvin, And out of the Crapping came the Piggy Family:

Father:Calvin
Mother:Anis
Son: Amanda Teo.Me ....how did i became the son when im a gurl XD haha owh rite crappin XD
Daughter 1: Carine
Daughter 2: Zilin
Son In Law: Ashley Foo. she's married 2 Zilin

haha through crapping came a piggy family XD haha hmmm for now since i cant write im kinda like excused from doing hw and copying notes XP lolz and every1s like darn i wanna get a fracture 2...........dont it sucks...haha lolz well thats all 4 now

My Fractured Arm

2009-04-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

well yesterday i fractured my collarbone so yea i cant write and stuff well my bone da whole thing is bend and almost whole thing broken but luckily this bone can heal itself so im in a arm sling so 3 months of no physical activities i feel as if my world's walls are coming down and it hurts even now well i will say more later im too lazy 2 type with my left now sighz and i feel emo

updates!! hahaha da emo feeling only lasts for 10 minutes so IM FEELING HIGHZ XDD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHAHA YAYZ~~~~~~~~ POKEPOKEPOKEPOKE YAYZ~~~~~~~~ I WANNA JUMP N POKE haha kinda feel grateful well i update more later JUMPZ TIME

My Karaoking Day XP

2009-04-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

Lead Me To The Cross by Hillsong

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Chorus:
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
Human
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Chorus:
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

Bridge:
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

hmm i actually wanted to post this lyrics yesterday but when my line got cut off it was unsaved and all so as you know me i was lazy 2 post it again but 2day ashley requested it so yea i post it Here you go Ash

hmmm when i first heard this song i was totally addicted to it so i listened 2 it over and over again AND I STILL AM XD haha and i made it so its the 1st song u will hear in my blog XD and so when Ash check out my blog i passed the addiction to her XD haha so she oso listened 2 it over and over again haha lets see how far this addiction will spread XD

ok my day at school 1st i was concetrating to finish my work but in the end i decided 2 screw sejarah and if i get demerited for saying i didnt bring it WHATEVER! XD and im happy Mascara Bitch didnt come for relief XP

so after reccess for some reason i went into karaoke mood XP so i was hanging around(maybe i need some rope to hang XD) with Jia Ern, Zi Lin and Ashley so we were like singing and all for dunno how long

well but i do know my science teacher went out and never came back for the whole period and this time the usual quiet class became noisy coz of 1 emo gurl or was it 2 *cough*Naj*cough* since she started throwing things at carine well my thingz lolz so there was screaming all over well it started from Naj then to kok chong and his gang hmm i wonder if it went to stefanie and her gang coz i thought i heard her scream well when i was singing around with Ash,Jia Ern n Zi Lin they were screaming,throwing stuff and practically laughing? 0.0 lolz well and finally Pn Lee Suk Wah Came in and yea the usuals obviously caused everyone to scram XP haha

But in the end all that screaming made 2 emo ppl had fun and laughed their heads off as well as... get wet XD haha hmmm then after nothing much happened we just had geo in which Pn Tang was saying the same thing like a parrot since no1 was listenin that day XD haha yea pretty much it and OMGOSH I HAVENT FINISH MY TUITION HW @~@ looks like im goina get fried XD

11.35 pm and im still not asleep XP well duh im not going to school tomorrow XD haha and ive got nothing better to do so me and Ash are flooding her Chatbox haha XD well i have literally nothing better to do hmm though i am thinking of ways to spread the Addiction to this song XD haha rite... ... ..

3 hours later

its 2.00 am + and im not asleep XP and Ash isnt replying to my message in that Chatbox so that practically means we cant continue flooding it and shes asleep though i figured that out like 2 hours ago or was it 1 XD im too blurr hmmm im losing my sense of time at the moment haha XD hmmm im just listening to music and playing some lame games.. .. . . ... lets see how long i can last doing this well now is only 2.30 am hmmmm maybe even stay up till 5 am now i

3 minutes later

OK THAT'S IT! IT 2.33 am! IM AT MY LIMIT! I CANT STAND PLAYING THIS LAME GAME! I CANT KEEP MY EYES OPEN ANYMORE IF I DONT START DOING SOMETHING INTRESTING *Ps the game im playing is minesweeper XD* .. ... .... its boring just staring at the screen and simply clicking on a box AND NOT WINNING! well thats all i can rant about that game no wait WHOEVER INVENTED THAT GAME IS SOOO BORING ok im goina play solitaire den XP

another 3 minutes later

GOSH THIS GAME SUCKS! IT MAKES ME WANNA SLEEP SOMEMORE ok new rant WHOEVER MADE THE MICROSOFT GAMES IS A BORING PERSON ok since i have nothing 2 do im goina sleep... ...WAIT A MINUTE why didnt i do this earlier then i wouldnt be wasting my time staring at the screen but why did i even start doing these things?why am i even typing about this and even bother to start saying these OWH RITE 2 WASTE UR TIME well that settles it ive got ADD ok nites

My Short Day

2009-04-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

hmmm today was kinda short maybe cause today i was like concetrating on finishing my pile of homework haha XP hmmm but right after i finish most of my homework sighz it piled up again looks like i need 2 write faster haha well when i got back i just literally sleep and forgot bout my hw = = and when i finally finish my tuition homework flipping heck man = = i brought the wrong book 2 tuition sighz owh well haha the ever so blurr me and as well as last week my tuition teacher banned me from eating lolipops XP haha lolz

hmmm then i got back home and start doing my homework but in the end i screwed some of it and here i am blogging cause i have nothing better to do XD haha well thats probaly bout what i can say bout today unless you wanna know bout me poking my teddy bear XD haha well its 4 minutes to 12 and i need to sleep or ill be even blurr tmr haha

Sat & Sun

2009-04-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

Heya hmm on Sat i started my day by waking up at 11 XD i got a haircut 2day my hair is shorter cannot play with it already T~T ... well yea den i went for my youth for my DEATH AND GHOST EVENT XD they decorated the room like a graveyard and stuff haha its was cool well i never expected so many ppl to come and i was picked as a team leader beforehand and since there was so many ppl there so there wasnt any need of it and i was desparately looking for members...darn owh well i had heck of a fun.

there was a game where we are suppose to find the mastermind n killer of a crimescene of a murder for an hour it was pretty fun and the next was the sermon by ps victor wong well i guess it was kinda like the same sermon as last yr but last year was in 3 parts so it was all crammed in 1 hour but nevertheless it was still great and even though its my second time hearing it its still scary XP yes im the kinda person hu IS VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO THESE KINDA THINGS but either way even if i heard a second time it hit me in the head and refreshed me haha.

hmmm on Sun i couldnt go to the family day thing.... .... sadly ... sighz owh well but i went 2 church it was a sermon about the cross well the last part of the cross studies series well it really made me realized that Jesus became broken for me so that i wouldnt,he was forsaken so that i would never be and he paid great prices for me.
i realized that when harm,hate n all those thingz that makes you cant forgive someone or makes you wanna take revenge just forgive and dont take revenge because it just ruins you and it will create a cycle of hatred & hatred trying to overcome each other and its like he hits you then you hit him back and he hits you after and so on but if you forgive and don't take revenge its like good overcame hatred which is much more efficient and thus ends the cycle =)

yeah i know it sounds hard to forgive and all but just try it out its worth it.well when i thought about the cross and the sufferings of Jesus that morning i just broke in tears thinking sbout all i did and that i dont wanna stay hurt and broken anymore or else His death and suffering would have been all in vain as it sayz that he was broken so that i would be healed.Yeapz it was like a spiritual weekend for me well the rest of Sun just passed by. haha i was lazying around or was i sleeping hmmm XP haha

okies thats all for now .... ..... i bttr start doing my hw or im so goina die XP well ciaoz =D

with pokes, XD
Amanda

SMKBUD(4) SPORTS DAY XD

2009-03-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hmmm hello XD i Had my Sports Day and it was AWESOME XD well i had fun i ran for 3 events and thats 100m,4x100,4x200 hmm yes it was tiring but i can manage but the problem is .... ..... = = my sugar level was too low i only a drank a cup of milo....... and nothing else so on my 4 x 200........ last part where i was leading i got cram.... ... = =so i dunno what position i got and stuff wait i do on monday they medals XD so yea we got 3rd.. .... well my relay partners are hui min,cheryl and grace well they told me that i was the 1 who ran with my all... ... did i? XD haha yea im guessing i did XP

hmmm my 100m was the event i was running and damn i got 4th but i think i know the 3 things that caused that which is 1. i start abit late yea i guess im blurrish 2. i slipped on the mudd sad rite 3. i was abit tired i shld hav ate sum sweets so i can have sugar rush XD so yea.......it wasnt my best = =

hmmm my 100x4 event i guess it was ok i was the 1st runner i was leading =D but i made abigail pissed.... reli sry T~T by accident i cut lane at that stupid cone part didnt see properly still blur but i went bak 2 my lane XP haha well we got third but at least bttr den nth =D

well the marching was nice yellow house i say was the best cuz there was music in the formation =D hmmm green was also nice kinda funny at the end blue was.. ... ..err abit weird and clownish? lolz XD my badz red was in order and stuff and i actually thought they got last(no offense the others juz looked better. my bad.) but it turns out they got 1st =D YAYZ GO RED~~~~ well yellow got last probably coz there was music in it =P

well in the end Yellow got 1st, Blue 2nd,Green 3rd and ... ..Red Last well anyhow I HAD HECK OF FUN DOING IT GO REDS XD and this year Red switched places with Yellow while Blue and Green remained the same as last year and the sad thing is the difference in points for Yellow and Green are just 2 marks lolz and that sports day alot of ppl cried and were injured hmmm well Blue cried i saw naj cry,renie well even derrick.... 0.0 wowz but wowz this year alot of ppl got injured including me =P

Well i had tons of fun at this year's Sports Day and 3 medalz XD and GO REDS XD YOU DID GREAT!!!! even though we got last but no worries we have next year AND WE HAVE FUN DOING IT XD

but darn i didnt get 2 poke alot of ppl coz i had 2 run 3 events owh wells anywayz thats all ive gotta say YOU DID GREAT REDz XD

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....Holidayz are over T.T

2009-03-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

Sighz todayz sunday~~~ the last day of my one week holiday XD IM STILL ON HOLIDAY MODE!! darn have to wake up early tomorrow sighz owh well least i enjoyed 1 week of waking up late n sleeping late =D

hmmm my 1 week of holiday wasnt so bad it was literally the same everyday eat,sleep,on9,poke my teddy bear XD haha well i need something to read i bought a book on thursday but i finished it the next day owh well i wan smth 2 read pooh >.< well yea my holz was just lazying around =P *poke*

sighz tomorrow itz back to school for me im still in holiday mode but on the bright side my suffering of 1 week of no poking WILL BE OVER XD tomorrow im goina poke like mad KEKEKEKEKEKE =D..... ... .. .. ... ive gotten crazy again XP Hehe either way half of me looks forward 2 school and the other doesnt but who cares i get to see my frenz =D .... .. .. n poke them *smirks* fufufufu hmmmmm i guess i've gotten high again =D but den again almost 24/7 im high XD hehe

well ciaoz i better sleep early or i wont be able 2 wake up XP and i better get all the energy i can get 4 LOTSA POKES XD YAYZ~~~~~~~~~ POKES~~~~ =D hehe i cant help it i have enuf of poking my teddy bear XD haha so im goina go 2 bed im of to lalaland =D hmmm i wonder if ill dream about desserts XD im crapping again XP

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Pissed At Myself

2009-03-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

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sighz well hello to all i'm feeling very pissed at myself >.<

cause my results came today and i totally screwed it up i gt 22nd in my class as you can see thats very very bad so i feel emo ish and pissed and myself as well as i want to slap myself which i actually did =P to me this whole thing is just as sad as not eating sweet stuff, desserts and poking for a whole month.

yeap just as that bad well to me =P anywayz yea i totally screwed it up my math paper i screwed it up cause i slept late that nite studying for my geo = = but sadly i only gt 70 for geo sighz my head went blank for it and i made careless mistakes for math and couldnt think straight and only thought of sleep = = sighz im never ever.......ever goina sleep late for my examz again well i hope i can keep to that sighz gosh some1 slap me *slap* i did it 2 myself instead sighz sorry if im crapping again well thanks for reading ciaoz for now sighz

and i've got no mood to poke but 2 eat ice cream sighz TT~TT

....poke...

2009-03-04T04:17:00.000-08:00

well im literally bored and since i just started my blog.... it seems empty and not much posts so this post is juz a total waste of yer time =D

hmmm lemme see monday was fun i literally drove my friend up the wall kekekeke it was fun irritating her but sadly the next day she got phobia of me already and when i poked her she screamed... TTT~TTT sad rite =P hmmmm what now hmmm today was boring....i was just emo-ing around for some reason but then again in my mind all i usually think about is "POKE" =D kekekeke but today all i thought was "MUST SLEEP" .... .. hmmm owh wait a minute its all coming back to me now XP i wasn't emo i was...... SLEEPY XD but i felt high to poke as USUAL XD ..... .... im talking crap again =P like i said im just wasting your time~~~~~~ and i have nothing better 2 do thats why =P hmmm what now....

hi..........im bored

*poke* hmmmm i was just wondering .....alot of pplz first impression of me is .....wild,crazy, cute(which im not),very hyper and high..... n those hu seen me in sporty stuff..... ..... ... ganas(so mean i not ganas) and crazy... .. well mainly those thingz..... .. but 1st time i heard som1 thought i was a............................... ............ SADIST............. OMG IM NOT A FRIGGIN SADIST AAHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHH *CRYZ* ....... *cryz till the whole room is flooded*

hmmm......*blank* well yea i got nothing else to say already but then again right from the start I NEVER HAD ANYTHING TO SAY TO BEGIN WITH XD. well anywayz thats all for now ciaoz.

sayonara
i hope you dream of candy when you go off to lalaland(when yer goina slp =D)

Christians? boring?

2009-02-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

BORING

Don't you think that we Christians are boring well that's because we express it that way. most of us think too close minded,most of us don't see the big picture.Well recently my aunt asked me a question about Christianity she asked "what is the difference when u wear a cross with or without Jesus(the figure) hanging on it and which do you prefer to wear?and why?" so if you accepted Christ as your lord and saviour what would you say?how will you answer? would you say "there's no difference" or "its just a matter of style"
well to me or rather what i answered my aunt was that

Yes there is a difference to it to me. to me i prefer wearing the cross without the figure because to me it means that jesus has ressurected and that the cross is where i met him and the cross is my meeting place with him and to me it just signifies that he has ressurected and it will be where i will turn to him. and to me wearing the the cross with the figure is not wrong its just that i prefer it without and to me the cross with the figure means that he is still on the cross shedding blood for my sins and in a way to me it seems stagnant and i don't want jesus to be on the cross after he ressurected but i want him in my heart.

do you notice how people treat the cross as some kind of idol and things like that as to even treat the cross that's hanging around their neck at some kind of god and i don't mean to offend your beliefs just saying in a way we are to fixed on our worldly cultures and close minded opinions. like how we say we can't do this or that but really its us who restricts ourselves and make it seem like Christianity says so and by doing so people will think that we are boring and influence them for example you want to invite someone for your church event but most probably the first thought that comes to mind is "church huh hmm it must be something boring"

its because we restrict ourselves from doing it that they think we are isolating ourselves from the worldly matters. Well there is nothing we can't do,we can't do drugs,we can smoke,we can have homosexuality BUT we choose not to because we think it is not the rite thing 2 do but whereas if we are close minded christians

We always tend to isolate ourselves from the matters that seem like satan’s doing or things like it well for example Christians think that they can’t do yoga well my mother does ill clarify to you that we don’t do yoga because of the meditation that makes your head blank BUT that doesn’t mean we can’t do the art its just that we choose not to do the meditation but the thing is that yoga doesn’t really meditate often its only at those hindu temples and from those Hinduism masters but that doesn’t mean u can’t do yoga you could do it at gym WHICH 100% DON’T MEDITATE like I said its only at those deep Hinduism yoga arts which asks you to meditate

So what I’m really trying to say is don’t be close minded as other people will pass you off as a boring person and will start to think that because you are a Christian that you are boring and because of that you are giving Christianity a bad name and you may do the thing but just don’t do it so deep that it robs of your religion and such as well as you are also setting an example for Christ and To show that we aren’t boring and that when you become a Christian you can still do the things you enjoy doing best.

well that's all i have to say..... ... can't really think of what to say anymore and i'm feeling sore all over.... ... however i don't regret having these soreness cause I HAD A BLAST AT THE NST SPORTS DAY WOOHOOO~~~~~~~ I'M FEELING ALL HIGH AGAIN XD AND WHEEEEEEEEEE MY EXAMS OVER(okla i know you must think i too hyper already and i'm talking crap and just wasting your time as your reading this part =P)*poke* though i feel sore and i can barely walk properly zzzzz limping a bit

= = owieez well it just means I HAD A BLAST AT NST SPORTS DAY AND I PLAYED HARD XD WHEEEEEE well ciaoz for now and thanks for reading this.

for the past two weeks XP

2009-02-14T08:47:00.000-08:00

Oopz i haven update for sometime hmmm i gt a test coming well its next monday @.@ i havent even start studyin oh yea happy valentines day(belated) XD erm lemme see for this whole week i was mainly stayin back at school for my try outz or rather elimation round thingy hmmm well it was kinda of a last minute thing so i was kinda clueless of when i should stay back ....at first they told me to stay back monday,wednesday,thursday well and tuesday i stay for my training well actually if there werent a limit to what i could join then they would let me join high jump,relay, 100m,shotputt,long jump and diskus throwing owh well but the limit was 2 individual event and 1 team event so they put me in 100m,100x4 relay and high jump well at first it was 200m not high jump but they couldnt risk it so they put me in high jump since i won 1st last year well TTT~TTT wahh~~~~~ i wish there isnt a limit to what you can participate owh well XP. well my mother was pretty pissed at the fact everything was last minute so it was really tiring along with my pile of homework. so i just prayed to God and asked him to just help me go through all these tiring times and God answered my prayers i got through that tiring week but somehow managed to have fun in that week and suprisingly during my lessons that week i could finish my homework cause there were free periods and reliefs and thingz like that so everything turned out well for me as well as i felt that God was kinda telling me what 2 do and if i didnt do what i felt i know that all will just go wrong and i just felt that i somehow grew spirituallly in faith because i just really believe that everything will go well for me and well i kinda know now what to do at times like those =D well i also realised that all the hardships and choices i made as well as mistakes really made me the person i am today and i dont regret making the mistakes i did in the past but i regret making it again and im really glad that god gave such great friends who gave me so much support.so this recent 2 weeks juz left me thinking bout all i did in the past.so i just wanna keep growing and grow closer to God.well thats all i have in my mind 2 say so ciaoz and thankz for taking your time 2 read my blog

gettin started

2009-02-07T02:38:00.000-08:00

Hey All~~~~*poke* well i never tot i will actually create a blog well now i did hmmm probaly cox alot of my frenz hav blogz n like i gt nth bttr 2 do =P well yea

hmmm 2day i woke up at 11+am yea cox i slept lik 3am n well my mother kept tellin me 2 wake up so wen i did i wox lik still half asleep well den my mother, bro n me wen out 4 branch for some reason after listenin 2 sum songs i gt 2 my usual energetic POKIN SELF XD well i wen 2 lam mee 4 branch i had chicken hor fun =D well den after dat wen we gt 2 da car some idiot double parked so my bro cldnt reverse out so he wox like hornin 4 lik 10~15 min i tink well wen da guy finally got out he wox lik walkin slowly like he ownz da hole ting n thr wox like 3 open spaces 4 him 2 park but wen he came dey were all taken lol n he wen 2 his car wit a bad attitude well den he double park agn sumwhr else well my bro wox reli pissed well den after dat i wen 2 my youth AND IT ROX well i had fun i gt2 poke loads of ppl *smirks* n met a new fren.Her names april well shes 11 n shes has blond hair and green eyes and IM TALLER DEN HER =D well i poked her den she started 2 poke me back alot =P well in cell i realised sum stuff i overlooked n den after dat i wox chilling in da piano room wit sara,melody,don n april well long short i had fun =D.well den my bro took me out 4 din cox our parenz had their own dinner so we wen 2 pizzahut n well it wox fun suprisingly i didnt i cld reli tell lotz of stuff 2 my bro n well secrets n stuff well i guess i kinda gt closer =D YAYZ!~~ err it tink?lolx hmmm den after dat round 10pm me n my bro along wit my aunt n her fren (though we were suppose 2 play mahjong) wen for supper at ss2 erm i ate strawberry loh well i gt brain freezes =.= owie too cold~~ ....err now wat erm*poke* well datz da thing bout me u gtta deal wit my pokin =D errr.... ...well virtually =P.well datz abt it on wad i did 2day n stuff....err is dat wad my blog is suppose 2 b abt?

well err wad else 2 say hmmm ok about me erm I LIKE 2 POKE XD well im a sporty and active gurl err ppl say im happy go lucky n quite energetic well i guess. well yea =P errr datz bout it ciaoz ill update soon. though im nt sure if theres any1 hu will read dis well den ciaoz have a blessed day n if yer readin dis thx 4 takin yer time 2 read dis