Randomz~~~~

What do you think about when you listen 2 songs?
can u relate the song to anything in your life?
do the songs give you a sense of relief in any way?

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hmm when i listen 2 music sometimes i can relate some of it to my life like the song on fire by switchfoot coz sometimes i just feel like screaming but i cant and its like a fire i wanna let out and sometimes as if my fires dying and i just need directions and a feeling of just having an outburst or something like just shouting out.i think about all sort of things when i listen 2 the song.thinking about the tunes to my feel just drifting in thoughts.my relief in songs is i just cut off the world for abit n listen deeply and just think and calm down abit.

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when your feeling down listen to a song that will give a sense of release for abit
just relax to the tunes and close your eyes
think back on your life and just let it all out
think of the beat
just do whatever that lets you have a moment in your own world



never hold back tears or laughter
cry all you want
laugh all you want
let it all out
experience all the feelings to the fullest coz its life
cry and let it all out be it sadness or happiness
then start filling it up with something new
laugh till it hurts COZ ITZ FUN XD ... i think
coz when it hurts you know your having fun and really laughing to the fullest

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and lastly my style XD

poke all you want and make it good
before you get chased around by irritated ppl XD
poke for the fun of it not cuz u havta unless its 2 see da reaction or a dare XD
crap all u want coz crapping is good and fun
if you cant poke then start crapping
crap in a full sentence or ppl will think ur crazy but then agn from the start maybe they will XD

hahaha i cant last the intensity XD whoopz~~~ deng its 2.15am n im not asleep

Thoughts In Our Heart

hey ppl well this post is goina be deep...i thtink XD so it might not sound like me XD



have you ever felt the pain that engulfs you with overwhelming fear of losing something so dear?
have you ever felt the despair of facing the cruel reality?
if the sky ever starts falling does it mean we too will break away?
in whom can we alwayz trust in?
why is it we have to through so much of these pains
why is it the world is ever so filled with despair,hate,rejection?
why is it that we have to be apart one day?

in this world why do we face misery?.........

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If its the pain of the fear of losing it then why not grasp it tighter.
The despair of facing cruel reality? its not despair but realizing its just how we see it.
If the sky falls why should we? even if we fall physically we still wont fall in our hearts.
in those who are dear to our hearts.God.
We go through pains for a reason and for us 2 grow but in these pains why not we go through it with perseverance.
In this world there may be filled with hate, despair and rejection but there is also love, happiness and acceptance in which we have to face all of em.because its life.
We will be apart one day for life is ever so changing so we too must change and move on

We don't really face misery we just choose to but we will face pain for with it we will grow. ~~ Pain Is Inevitable But Misery Is Optional ~~

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Gah!!! atmosphere to tense must start poking and crapping XD haha

ok ppl whats hotel626?seriously. is it a scary game?hmmm these days i have alot on my mind .....must detox!! XD hmm recently its been quite windy and the doors go BANG haha. PIGGY XD

Sorry mummy looks like you wont be getting any grandchildren from this son coz im single XD haha so depend on your daughters maybe zilin since she's married XD haha XP im crapping all over again XD

anywayz thats all for now ciaoz

ICE CREAM XD

Heyz~~~~~~ hmmm im blogging in the ict room XD PIGGY XD ~~~~~~~ CALVIN WONT GIMME MONEY!!!!!!! he say he no money he pokai yerrrr he spend all on his boyfrens probably XD haha



NOW THIS IS CARINE! =D



LOL U will know its me cause i love xD-ing :P...Bored in ICT room right now..hehe..Just went facebook..Amanda...Is just staring at me 4 stealing the keyboard 2 type this



*poke* kekekekeke now its back to me GAH!!!!!!



NoW its CArine :P..We're crazy and we love crapping lol...Calvin Chew Mun Yau!!! -.-..You owe me and Amanda allowance..DOnt spend it all on your FAVOURITE DAUGHTER and Your BOYFRIENDS!!!XD...He loves his boyfriends alot..=P..xD Well thats all for now LOL!!!!! =D SO bored..Amanda misses excercising...I miss XD HAHAHAHAHH!!!!!! Im joking

lol........ ok BACK TO ME STOP STEALING DA KEYBOARD ~~~~~~~~ haha yeah wad she said well i feel like ranting on something but i feel like crappin even more XD CARINE PIGGY .......thanks 4 stealing da keyboard.......COZ WE'RE CRAPPING XD *poke* ciaoz

PIGGY XD

ok fine ill do the darn tag sheesh i can only use 1 hand and u wan me 2 do this tag XD haha nola jk jk XP i also nothing to do haha got tagged by Ash

1. Last beverage ↨ Milk =D
2. Last phone call ↨ my Couz (asking me 2 go 4 smth XP)
3. Last text message ↨ i forgot
4. Last song you listened to ↨ Right Round
5. Last time you cried ↨ hmm my 10 mins of emo then went High XD
6. Dated someone twice ↨ No of course wad do u take me for
7. Been cheated on ↨ No
8. Kissed someone and regretted it ↨ i Never Kissed Any1 exept 4 my family that i wouldnt regret
9. Lost someone special ↨ Maybe...
10. Been depressed ↨ i have lived for 14 years OF COURSE I HAVE BEEN
DEPRESSED
11. Been drunk ↨ nope but semi XD


LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Green


HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends ↨ Heck Yeah
16. Fallen out of love ↨ Cant Answer That.coz i dunno wad it means XD
17. Laughed until you cried ↨ I Think So. But laughed till i coughed yes XD
18. Met someone who changed you ↨ Yes
19. Found out who your true friends are ↨ Yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you ↨ hmmm yea.They Were talkin bout how my pokes hurt XD
21. Kissed someone on your friends list ↨ EXCUSE ME
22. How many kids do you want to have ↨ How should i noe im only 14 owh wait im 13+
23. Do you have any pets ↨ Yes a puppy but i gave it away,7 turtles. probably swimming at the pacific ocean XD haha n sum fishes 2 fighting fish.....dey fought
24. Do you want to change your name ↨ No. but some1 already did and start calling me PokerFace
25. What did you do for your last birthday ↨ Went out with Frens
26. What time did you wake up today ↨ morning
27. What were you doing at midnight last night ↨ Watching sum crappy vids
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for ↨ 3 months so i can continue playing sports
29. Last time you saw your father ↨Sleeping
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ↨ hmm my arm to be healed
31. What are you listening to right now ↨ PokerFace
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ↨ Who the flippin la da dida is dat
33. What is getting on your nerves right now ↨ My Arm coz it is on my nerves XD
34. What is your real name ↨ Amanda Teo Suhwi
35. Relationship Status ↨ Single 36. Zodiac sign ↨ Pigs~~~ *oink*
37. Male or female ↨ female but i became a Son XD
38. Elementary ↨ Ringrose kindergarden
39. Middle School ↨ SKDU
40. High School ↨ SMKBUD(4) ...maybe im changing school soon Applecross in australia XP
41. What do you like about yourself ↨ dunno
42. Piercings ↨ yeap ears
43. Tattoos ↨ nopes
44. Righty or lefty ↨ Both hands but now only left since i cant use rite sad thing is i nvr use left so long = =

FIRSTS:


45. First surgery ↨ 5 i think
46. First piercing ↨ 6 yrs old
47. First tattoo ↨ Yes
48. First best friend ↨ Not quite sure if i count em XP
49. First sport you joined ↨ err i cant rmb i think cycling? or issit badminton cant rmb 6 yrs old i played 2 much
50. First pet ↨ A Dog
51. First concert ↨ Kindergarden
52. First crush ↨ Standard 4 XP
53. First alcohol drink ↨ Red wine. Vodka is nice XD not 2 strong or light
54. Eating ↨ lolipop!!
55. Drinking ↨ Milk
56. Listening to ↨ Music
57. Waiting for ↨ my arm to be healed so i can sue da school XD haha jk jk

YOUR FUTURE:


58. Want kids ↨ Yes
59. Want to get married ↨ how am i goina kids if i aint married
60. Careers in mind ↨ dunno maybe chemical engineering
61. Lips or eyes ↨ Both
62. Hugs or kisses ↨ Both
63. Shorter or taller ↨ if can Same height hate being short
64. Older or younger ↨ Older but not 2 old...but maybe same age wld be nice
65. Romantic or spontaneous ↨ Both
66. Nice stomach or nice arms ↨ can i say both agn?
67. Tattoos or piercings ↨ hmm dunno err double piercing on 1 ear XP haha jk
68. Sensitive or loud ↨ errr i dunno
69. Hook up or relationship ↨ Relationship
70. Trouble maker or hesitant ↨ Neither
71. Kissed a stranger ↨ No
72. Drank hard liquor ↨ Maybe
73. Lost glasses/contacts ↨ What Kinda QUESTIONIS THIS 4 THIS SECTION
74. Sex on first date ↨EXCUSE ME whoever ask this question is desperate
75. Broken someone's heart ↨ I dont noe
76. Had your own herat broken ↨ yeap 4gt how many times
77. Been arrested ↨ No
78. Turned someone down ↨ Think so
79. Cried when someone died ↨ Of Course i did im not stone hearted

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. Yourself ↨ Sometimes
81. Miracles ↨ Yes and i wan it to happen often XD but den agn if it comes often it wont be a miracle
82. Love at first sight ↨ No its crap
83. Heaven ↨ Yes
84. Santa Claus ↨ Nopes
85. Kissing on the first date ↨ errr dunno?
86. Angels ↨ Yeapz they are always here with us

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

87. Is there one person you want to be with right now ↨ Yes
88. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time ↨ No
89. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever ↨ Yes
90. What's the one thing you cannot live without ↨Can i name a few. God, Jesus erm my frens and family
91. Tag 10 ppl..Who?

hmmm i duno

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Okies im done with the Tag hmm yesterday when i went to school i heard the same questions over and over again here are they
OMYGREEN WHAT HAPPEN 2 U?

What Do You Think Happen. Cantcha see me in a arm sling.ok i broke my collarbone and this sling is for support n for it 2 heal properly.

How Do You Bath?

errr just bath?

How Do You Change?

err just change? although yes it hurts like heck so i nidda wear button up shirts .

How Do You Eat?

i just eatla but harder

How do You Sleep?

err just sleep only la but have to sleep on my back = =

How Do You Write?

HALO~~~~~ CANTCHA SEE I CANT WRITE I CANT USE MY ARM

Does It Hurt?

= = dats a stupid ques OF COURSE IT HURTS DO U WANNA TRY ? It hurts every sec n i cant move properly or it hurts = =
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yeap those are the questions i keep hearing well it wasnt much hmm last night i was crapping with Ashley,Anis,Carine,zilin,calvin, And out of the Crapping came the Piggy Family:

Father:Calvin
Mother:Anis
Son: Amanda Teo.Me ....how did i became the son when im a gurl XD haha owh rite crappin XD
Daughter 1: Carine
Daughter 2: Zilin
Son In Law: Ashley Foo. she's married 2 Zilin

haha through crapping came a piggy family XD haha hmmm for now since i cant write im kinda like excused from doing hw and copying notes XP lolz and every1s like darn i wanna get a fracture 2...........dont it sucks...haha lolz well thats all 4 now

My Fractured Arm

well yesterday i fractured my collarbone so yea i cant write and stuff well my bone da whole thing is bend and almost whole thing broken but luckily this bone can heal itself so im in a arm sling so 3 months of no physical activities i feel as if my world's walls are coming down and it hurts even now well i will say more later im too lazy 2 type with my left now sighz and i feel emo

updates!! hahaha da emo feeling only lasts for 10 minutes so IM FEELING HIGHZ XDD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHAHA YAYZ~~~~~~~~ POKEPOKEPOKEPOKE YAYZ~~~~~~~~ I WANNA JUMP N POKE haha kinda feel grateful well i update more later JUMPZ TIME

My Karaoking Day XP

Lead Me To The Cross by Hillsong

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Chorus:
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
Human
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Chorus:
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

Bridge:
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Oh Lead me, lead me to the cross

hmm i actually wanted to post this lyrics yesterday but when my line got cut off it was unsaved and all so as you know me i was lazy 2 post it again but 2day ashley requested it so yea i post it Here you go Ash

hmmm when i first heard this song i was totally addicted to it so i listened 2 it over and over again AND I STILL AM XD haha and i made it so its the 1st song u will hear in my blog XD and so when Ash check out my blog i passed the addiction to her XD haha so she oso listened 2 it over and over again haha lets see how far this addiction will spread XD

ok my day at school 1st i was concetrating to finish my work but in the end i decided 2 screw sejarah and if i get demerited for saying i didnt bring it WHATEVER! XD and im happy Mascara Bitch didnt come for relief XP

so after reccess for some reason i went into karaoke mood XP so i was hanging around(maybe i need some rope to hang XD) with Jia Ern, Zi Lin and Ashley so we were like singing and all for dunno how long

well but i do know my science teacher went out and never came back for the whole period and this time the usual quiet class became noisy coz of 1 emo gurl or was it 2 *cough*Naj*cough* since she started throwing things at carine well my thingz lolz so there was screaming all over well it started from Naj then to kok chong and his gang hmm i wonder if it went to stefanie and her gang coz i thought i heard her scream well when i was singing around with Ash,Jia Ern n Zi Lin they were screaming,throwing stuff and practically laughing? 0.0 lolz well and finally Pn Lee Suk Wah Came in and yea the usuals obviously caused everyone to scram XP haha

But in the end all that screaming made 2 emo ppl had fun and laughed their heads off as well as... get wet XD haha hmmm then after nothing much happened we just had geo in which Pn Tang was saying the same thing like a parrot since no1 was listenin that day XD haha yea pretty much it and OMGOSH I HAVENT FINISH MY TUITION HW @~@ looks like im goina get fried XD


11.35 pm and im still not asleep XP well duh im not going to school tomorrow XD haha and ive got nothing better to do so me and Ash are flooding her Chatbox haha XD well i have literally nothing better to do hmm though i am thinking of ways to spread the Addiction to this song XD haha rite... ... ..


3 hours later


its 2.00 am + and im not asleep XP and Ash isnt replying to my message in that Chatbox so that practically means we cant continue flooding it and shes asleep though i figured that out like 2 hours ago or was it 1 XD im too blurr hmmm im losing my sense of time at the moment haha XD hmmm im just listening to music and playing some lame games.. .. . . ... lets see how long i can last doing this well now is only 2.30 am hmmmm maybe even stay up till 5 am now i


3 minutes later


OK THAT'S IT! IT 2.33 am! IM AT MY LIMIT! I CANT STAND PLAYING THIS LAME GAME! I CANT KEEP MY EYES OPEN ANYMORE IF I DONT START DOING SOMETHING INTRESTING *Ps the game im playing is minesweeper XD* .. ... .... its boring just staring at the screen and simply clicking on a box AND NOT WINNING! well thats all i can rant about that game no wait WHOEVER INVENTED THAT GAME IS SOOO BORING ok im goina play solitaire den XP


another 3 minutes later


GOSH THIS GAME SUCKS! IT MAKES ME WANNA SLEEP SOMEMORE ok new rant WHOEVER MADE THE MICROSOFT GAMES IS A BORING PERSON ok since i have nothing 2 do im goina sleep... ...WAIT A MINUTE why didnt i do this earlier then i wouldnt be wasting my time staring at the screen but why did i even start doing these things?why am i even typing about this and even bother to start saying these OWH RITE 2 WASTE UR TIME well that settles it ive got ADD ok nites

My Short Day

hmmm today was kinda short maybe cause today i was like concetrating on finishing my pile of homework haha XP hmmm but right after i finish most of my homework sighz it piled up again looks like i need 2 write faster haha well when i got back i just literally sleep and forgot bout my hw = = and when i finally finish my tuition homework flipping heck man = = i brought the wrong book 2 tuition sighz owh well haha the ever so blurr me and as well as last week my tuition teacher banned me from eating lolipops XP haha lolz

hmmm then i got back home and start doing my homework but in the end i screwed some of it and here i am blogging cause i have nothing better to do XD haha well thats probaly bout what i can say bout today unless you wanna know bout me poking my teddy bear XD haha well its 4 minutes to 12 and i need to sleep or ill be even blurr tmr haha

Sat & Sun

Heya hmm on Sat i started my day by waking up at 11 XD i got a haircut 2day my hair is shorter cannot play with it already T~T ... well yea den i went for my youth for my DEATH AND GHOST EVENT XD they decorated the room like a graveyard and stuff haha its was cool well i never expected so many ppl to come and i was picked as a team leader beforehand and since there was so many ppl there so there wasnt any need of it and i was desparately looking for members...darn owh well i had heck of a fun.

there was a game where we are suppose to find the mastermind n killer of a crimescene of a murder for an hour it was pretty fun and the next was the sermon by ps victor wong well i guess it was kinda like the same sermon as last yr but last year was in 3 parts so it was all crammed in 1 hour but nevertheless it was still great and even though its my second time hearing it its still scary XP yes im the kinda person hu IS VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO THESE KINDA THINGS but either way even if i heard a second time it hit me in the head and refreshed me haha.


hmmm on Sun i couldnt go to the family day thing.... .... sadly ... sighz owh well but i went 2 church it was a sermon about the cross well the last part of the cross studies series well it really made me realized that Jesus became broken for me so that i wouldnt,he was forsaken so that i would never be and he paid great prices for me.
i realized that when harm,hate n all those thingz that makes you cant forgive someone or makes you wanna take revenge just forgive and dont take revenge because it just ruins you and it will create a cycle of hatred & hatred trying to overcome each other and its like he hits you then you hit him back and he hits you after and so on but if you forgive and don't take revenge its like good overcame hatred which is much more efficient and thus ends the cycle =)

yeah i know it sounds hard to forgive and all but just try it out its worth it.well when i thought about the cross and the sufferings of Jesus that morning i just broke in tears thinking sbout all i did and that i dont wanna stay hurt and broken anymore or else His death and suffering would have been all in vain as it sayz that he was broken so that i would be healed.Yeapz it was like a spiritual weekend for me well the rest of Sun just passed by. haha i was lazying around or was i sleeping hmmm XP haha

okies thats all for now .... ..... i bttr start doing my hw or im so goina die XP well ciaoz =D

with pokes, XD
Amanda