Meh!

okies again i have one and a million things to say as always xP sry i've been busy n well kinda lazy xP hahahaha for the next hmm probably few weeks im goina be busy so not goina update n for ppl hu think im still in china xD im back? hahahahahha i was back on the 14th december xP sry guyz n gurls hahahha thats all for now ciaoz

CHINA!!!!!!!!

i have 3mins left be4 i go and i have a million and 1 things to say IM OFF TO CHINA BABY!!!!!!! ALL I CAN SAY IS NOW IM TRIED SLEEPY WALKING SLOWLY SUGAR LVL TOO LOW N IM ACTING RETARDED BYE!!!

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OK IM IN THE AIRPORT AT SOME LAUNGE HAHA DRINKING A BIT OF BEER? HAHAHHAHAHA WELL ITS A NICE LAUNGE STILL IN MSIA!!!! AND ONE WORD FOR CHINA EVERYTHING IS AUTHENTIC REPLICA XD AHAHAHAHAHAA hahaha but my mother is real pro in bargaining.....too pro.... hahaha sry guyz i drank coffe 0.0 xD AND I JUMPED THE 1ST FLOOR OF 1U RECENTLY AHAHAHHAA XD OK......im just high or crazy or wtv anywayz thats all for now signing out hhaa

FUGA IS A BRAND!!!???

Okay since i'm pretty inspired much so im goina post something that isnt just plain crap(yet) n has some meaning to it......i hope?? hahaha even my title has no meaning to it...swt?.... hahahaha...

So whenever you think everything is alright n you're secured on a good foundation and it falls apart and you end up thinking to yourself what are u goina do? how are you goina pick up the pieces? where do i start? isn't everything over for me? okies how about a few examples

You have found your soulmate out of the gazzilions in this world and you are in the happiest time of your life and its like as long as you have your soulmate no matter what its ok.But then you lose that soulmate and you no longer feel any will to live and its as if nothing will ever come close to this. Or you trusted all your money in a certain bank that gives you good interest and you thought u could trust in but then it got robbed or a scandal or whatever it is that made you lose everything or even losing you're family or having so much injustice done to you by your tormentors and whatsoever or you have alot of debts you cant get out of or whatever it is that makes you think you lost everything and all is lost and shattered

But that gives you even more the reason to live and no matter what life throws at you n even if you're the most depressed person on the face of the universe it gives u much more of the reason to live because it means you have yet see the wonders in life be4 you leave so u have the more reason not to give up your life because with all that bad you need to make it right and filled with more good n happiness so don't ever say its too late or whatever that your better off dead!! well you don't have the right to take away your life like that for it is God given and our lives are God's gift to us but what we do with it is our gift to Him =).

What goes up must come down what goes around comes around and im sure if u stick around long enough the good will come to you after the bad and its about how you adapt to this situations as well.but the important thing is when even all is lost try your best to never give up because your not even giving a fight before u even go down so at the very least find something to look forward to because life has so much more to offer and you're only going live it once so why waste it.

that's what i think and to me God never fails me when everything else fails around me and alot of ppl seem to think that God failed them or whatsoever but the reason is also coz when they pray they think double they doubt it n think it MIGHT happen its like they pray for something then they'll think "is God even listening to this" or "i don't think God will answer my prayer i" well we are called to be "BELIEVERS" not "DOUBTERS" so stop doubting and believe and if u think it doesn't make any sense and its just plain nonsense well he's GOD he doesn't have to make sense he can defy the laws of our world like defying the laws of pyhsics for example: Moses separating the red sea through God and if Moses didn't believe im sure he wouldn't have a chance to see that spectacular miracle.

And you know what thats the beauty and challenge of it! to love and believe in a invisible God but the proof is all infront of you! the challenge of continueing to believe and knowing an invisible God because to me its the most wonderful relationship ever but being a christian always has its hardships but thats what makes us stronger. can we still hold on to our faith through all of it? because we may have our doubts and thats why we have friends for encouragement for prayer and for support through all of it. really i've gotten so much closer to the people i love and gain more friends too =) all im saying now is that when you lose something or maybe everything there can be something more for you to gain for if one door is closed another will open =)

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ok crap time xD sry i cant help it but at least i post smth wif meaning hmm


FUGA IS A BRAND????!!!!!





FUGA IS A CAR????!!!!!







FUGA IS A PILL?????!!!!!









OMGOSH SO MANY PPL ARE COPYRIGHTING ME XD AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA










IM WATCHING U COPYWRITER!!!!










ok im not......IM LOOKING OUT FOR YA.....if i noe hu u are........drats....











WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE










FUGA IS MINE


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OWH WAIT FUGA IS MY PENCIL BOX!!!!!!










SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS










AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA there i go again wasting yer time!!!!!!!!










WASTED!!!!!!!!!











..........i feel lazy to say much hmm its 2am? hahahaha well we've created some cort of group gathering called......













A.R.C.







ALL REJECTED CRAP!!!!!!1










WHICH CONSISTS OF










AMANDA TEO










CARINE LIM










ROY YEOH










THUS COOMES ARC!!!!!!!!!-IE!!!!!!!!!!!!1 XD AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA sry guyz i haven took my meds xP

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

well i haven't been updating much since and well practically no1 reads this anywayz anyhow alot had happen since ill just summarise as lots of up and downs.Well the downs ain't that fun...well you can say i crashed hard haha. well im sorry to u guyz who i kinda went abit cold and all ignoring n bla bla bla well just that i was just abit bothered by stuff and well practically oblivious to stuff around me haha well im just saying sorry and its crap time baby!!!

I LEARNT A NEW WORD SUPER-CALI-FRAGILISTIC-EXPIALI-DOCIOUS
I HAVE HECK NO IDEA WHAT IT MEANS BUT ITS THE LONGEST WORD IN THE DICTIONARY AND ITS 34 LETTERS xD

NOW TRY SAYING IT 10 TIMES REALLY FAST LIKE IN 5 SECS!!!!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS





SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS






SUPERCALIFRABLABLEHYECH (OOPS TONGUE TIED)







SUPERCALIFRAGILIECDIDIBLABLECH UHHH DOCIOUS!!!!










SUPER!!.......YOU KNOW WHAT IM TIRED OF TYPING THIS and you cant do it!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
WAKAKAKAKKAKAKA



WEEEEEEEEEE








BUM BA DA DIDA DA DUM DUM


AHAHAHHAHAHA








AHAHAHAHAHHAHA XD










ok ok ok i can't do it either there we're even =D hhahaha except the part where im wasting your time hahhahaha










WASTED











DOUBLE WASTED










TRIPLE WASTED











UHHHH........STILL WASTED!!!!!!!!!!











ahahahhaha ok ok ill stop as a compensation ill tell you the meaning of supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

.....wow that is long....

hahaha ok the meaning is...............













DIDNT I TOLD U I DON'T KNOW THE MEANING XD










OR DO I?












HMMM?










EHEHEHHEHE U DONT KNOW DO U










WELL I KNOW THAT U KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT U KNOW THAT I DONT KNOW XD WAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAkA

alrite this time i will tell u it means"Atoning for educability through delicate beauty" hahahha dun believe me go wikipedia or at least separate the words see i didnt waste your time and made u learn a new word xD ahahhaa ok ok signing out










IM BACK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Power of Positive

Life isn't easy,but it is simple. Positive Minds produce positive lives.Negative minds produce negative lives and positive minds are always filled with faith and hope,while negative minds are full fear and doubt.

Are you afraid to hope? Are you afraid to imagine what cool things might happen in ur life because you can't face the disappointment of seeing those hopes crumble?a lot of people feel that way.they have been disappointed so many times that they don't want to open themselves up to another hurt.they are living life by playing defense all of the time.their focus is protect,protect,protect.
Joyce Meyer.
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Well people always want to avoid the pain of disappointment and such.In the bible Proverbs 23:7 ~ "For as he thinks in his heart so is he" and if you're thinking that i don't know whats it like and such well whether i do or not does not matter and fine i may not have the right say it but you don't have to be a thief to catch a thief do you? well but more or so think like one.

As i was saying,a negative attitude in life has to go. in the bible Matthew 8:13, in which Jesus says that as we think and believe" it will be done for us..." well it makes sense i used to think negative and all sorts of negative things happened to me but when i started thinking positive the bright colors of the world seem to shine haha im just saying positive things happen to me haha but what Jesus pointed out doesn't mean you can get anything just by thinking about it well God isnt your personal genie in a bottle.but, He does have a perfect plan for you and that plan isn't for you to go through your life depressed and discourage.Jesus proclaimed," I have come that they may have life more abundantly"(John 10:10) & if you don't have a clue what God wants you to do with your life at this point,thats okay.Pray to him about it. but whatever He does with ur life its for good.

So practice being positive in each situation that arises in your life. that won't be easy, because not everything that happens to you will be positive; not everything will be good. but you can expect God to bring good out of even bad circumstances.Example as you guys know i broke my collarbone well fine its bad i couldnt write, couldnt play sports, COULDNT PLAY SPORTS haha yeah and thats very saddening for me but at same time it was good as well because i could destress and have more time to do things i wanted to do well except i couldnt play guitar but i could spend more time thinking about God,drawing and writing with my left hand and so much more and plus i got to sit my exam using my laptop and excused from doing homework,copying notes for 3 months XD hahaha but it still came on good =)

well you know that whole"when life gives you lemons, make lemonade" looks good on paper.but it does work in real life? Can god really work all things for good,as he primises in Romans 8:28?

The answer is yes, And here's a example,from the brutal world of boxing.Gene Tunney was a great heavyweight boxer, with knockout power in both hands. Unfortunately, the many rounds of pummeling hardheaded opponents eventually turned Tunney's fist to kindling.He broke so many bones in his hands that it lo oked like his career was over. Many fighters would have given up,if they were Tunney's shoes or boxing boots, in this
case

but Tunney didn't quit.He stayed positive.he reprogrammed his entire approach to his sport.He change his style, from that of a hard-swinging brawler to a technically precise tactician who specialized in strategy.he focused on well-placed jabs rather than wild haymakers. Tunney's new scientific style served him well. he eventually earned a world championship bout with Jack "the Manassa Mauler" Dempsey,the most feared heavyweight of his day.

Tunney took Dempsey apart.Twice.A brawler, Dempsey was frustrated by Tunney's careful, delibrate style. if Tunney had tried to fight Dempsey using his old style, he would have gotten rocked.he couldnt have stood toe-to-toe and traded knockout punches with Dempsey. so a seeming tragedy in Tunney's life became the very thing that halped him realize his dream.

You might be more familiar with the saga of LAnce Armstrong, who overcame life threatening cancer to become the greatest cyclist of his generation.He is on record as saying,"Cancer is the best thing that ever happened to me."he has said that he would never have become a moutiple Tour de France winner without the perspective & perseverance he learned while battling cancer.

like Tunney & Armstrong, you can adjust to what life hurls at you.You don't have to fall apart when things don't work out the way you hope.Trust God to work in your circumstances.you just might find that your final results be even better than you'd hoped! & lastly if you tend to be a negative person,don't feel bad about it.Don't feel condemned. because condemnation itself is negative.There's nothing worse than feeling negative about your negativism on top of everything else!just recognize the problem and begin to trust God to restore you and show you the way out of your dark tunnel
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WOWIE this post is long hahhahaha i started this post last time but forgot abt it and started it agn XD ahahahaha WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha sry can't hold back the urge to crap much ahaha but ill crap more next time hehehe and sry if thr is anythin offending or such CIAOZ FOR NOW FU....GA= FUGA!!!!!!!!!

FIREFLIGHT!!!!

Yikes exam is in like a few days time must nerd...well wont be bloggin for sometime now I LOVE FIREFLIGHT XD

BRAND NEW DAY~~~~~

I'm waking up
The world is turning
The sun is shining again
I'm holding on
To things I shouldn't
It's time to let them go
I've been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn't speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

And I can hear You say
It's a brand new day
The pain goes away
I'm headed for the door
And I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home

Your love, it burns
Away my darkness
You guide me when I'm blind
You are the light
That shines inside me
Showing me I'm
So much more
When I've been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn't speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

Take me into Your arms
My home lies within Your heart

And I can hear You say
It's a brand new day
The pain goes away
I'm headed for the door
And I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home
I'm going home(x2)

Ict Room!!~~~~~~~

Im in the school ict room XD........ sry guyz but im goina freak out

omgreen!!!!!!!!!!!OMG GREEN OMGREEN NEXT WEEK IS EXAM DE PAPER 2 FOR MATH,SCIENCE AND BM GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FRIGGIN NOT READY GRRRRRRRRRRR OWH WELL owh and Gwen lets have a friendly match ;) AHAHAHA XD IM GOINA HAVE FUN...no fists though XP ahahahhaa hmm so sad today last basketball prac ill have for like a month i think? ahaha well anyhow i get a feeling im goina be drilled
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OMG
YOU CAN'T SEE ME
I BLEND IN JUST LIKE A PINE TREE!TREEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

fishballs and sausages hehehehehhe maybe i shldnt play with my food FISHBALL........i get the feeling im goina get killed by Ash........GAH ASH PLZ DUN KILL ME XD

OMGREEEEEEEEEEEEN IM GOIN GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN I SEE TREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAIT.....nvm ahahahaha its not a tree its FUGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHA

I LOVE FIREFLIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD AND TVXQ AND SUPERJUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!! BUT MAINLY FIREFLIGHT WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMM just recently every1 was out TO GET MY FUGA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! DUN KILL HIM!!!!!!!! owh incase u dont noe Fuga is my pencil box well kangaroo pencil box XD ahahahaha......there are ppl trying to kill him....* looks around huggin fuga* hehehe ill kill you 1st be4 u get to Fuga *smirks* hehehe u know what ill do first ill come to u and whack yer *&^#%& and then &*^&^&* and then *^&^&*^&%&* and then.... nah im just screwing with ya hahaha but
DONTCHA KILL FUGA lolz hahahha gwen,Ash n carine were out for fuga *looks around,looks left and right* ahahha or maybe thrs other ppl wanting fuga *looks at you(whoever you are)*
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...........OMGOSH FUGA IS ON THE BLACKLIST!!!!!!!!!
ahahahhaa well thats it ciaoz

In The Ict Room

Well this blog is goina be inactive for a while...yeap i better start studying...ah well................
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GAH WHAT THE HECK ONE LAST CRAPPIN TIME XD
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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
omgreeen omgreeen i gotta go WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(fyi im saying this in my head at the speed of 1sec/sentences)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY MAMA WENT TO CHINA TOWN TO CHINATOWN MY MAMA WENT TO CHINA TOWN TO CHINATOWN.......AND GOT SPECIAL PRICE =D

WAH CHOW KIT SELLING CHANEL 52 PERFUME AT THE PRICE OF JUST 99.99$ SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GET ONE NOW!~!!!! *NOTE IF U DIE/GET CONSTIPATION FROM DRINKIN IT THEN .......TOO BAD =D owh if you get anything that causes any illness hmmm not our fault its just 3 drops of lemon and water* XD TEEHEE!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU GOT PWNED FOR READING THIS!!!!!!!

DUHHHHH WHATS A SCREW?
is a screw edible?
owh wait is a screw similar to

Uranium
Gasotonic
L...smth
Yeast?

so its ?

S.hitty
C.rap
R.uinin
E.Q/IQ
W.hackjob

ahahahahahha oklo thats it for now PWNED!!!!!!

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I Miss You....................

&

I Hate You...................a lil....

GAh You're probably Loving your new car and new Gurlfren n forget me

What Is Love?

hmmm.............

What i think is that when your lonely it isnt the right time to have a relationship it really isnt 1st step is to be happy single and be content when your single and fulfilled because if your lonely and start a relationship its most likely you'll be just taking and taking when its supposed to be give and take

for an example your lonely and then you start a relationship i say it won't really last because your just taking & taking but not taking and giving so your more of taking to fill your empty void but not giving whereas your content with being single and fulfilled and not lonely your fulfilled and you give and take so you'll be sharing your happiness & sadness between each other and you'll be happy as a couple together in such. so to put in simply if you content and fulfilled as a single you'll definitely be happy as a couple.so its like learing to crawl before you walk.

still don't get it?

well here's what i think say your lonely and fill empty you just take n take to fill up the void then what? what of your partner? won't he fill he's missing something too? and when it all comes down and leave you empty again then what? you'll be much more emptier than before like all you took before is gone and all that's left are memories then what? and if your content being single when you start a relationship it'll be more sharing,taking and giving,sharing ur hurts and happiness through good and bad times.

i mean to say when ur fulfilled being single you'll be even more fulfilling in a relationship thats able to both give and take

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CRAPPY CRAP CRAP TIME XD SRY.....TOOOOO SERIOUS XD okies last WED WAS AWESOME XD basketball prac ahahaha YAYZ SUICIDES XD AHAHAHHA I GOT 38 SEC XD AHAHAHA in suicides runs you run 1/4 of the court then back then 1/2 court then back then 3/4 and so forth xD fun =D ahahahaha though i stop so suddenly so i kinda had a lil sore at my legs the next day XP ah well

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AHA!!!!!!!!! IM NOT SO SHORT AFTER ALL XD im taller den both of my couz hu are like 20+ wakakkakakaka!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahaha okies dats all for now XP CIAO n sry if there is any offense

Blogging in the ict room AGAIN

okies IM BACK PPL AUSSIE WAS AWESOME XD but im too lazy to post the pics and what happen so ill do it somtime else and OMGREEN SEJ PROJECT IS KILLING ME @~@

Crappy crap crap!!!!!!!!!

How much does a woodpeck wood pecker peck peck pek wood bla bla pla *tougue tied*

~my milkshakes better than urs dam rite its bttr den urs dam rite its bttr then urs~

wakakakkaa my crapping cant stop!!!!

TIC TAC

hmmm thinking abt tic tac reminds me that in aussie THRS RELI BIG BOXES COMPARE 2 MSIA hmmmm does it mean that.....ehehehhehe nvm

~I Wanna Be ur last 1st kiss~
~ The only one ull have~
~I Wanna be ur Last First Kiss~
~ Wanna Break Every Clock~
~The Hands of Time Would Stop~
~We Could Stay In This Moment Forever~

INEVITABLE - ANBERLIN XD =3 FUGA!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMMMM i named my kangaroo pencil box FUGA!!!!!!!!! =D

FUGA SAYS HI!!!!
U SAY HELLO!!!!(maybe in indian accent xD)
Fuga Says FUGA WAN FUGA!!!!!!!!!! OOOOH SHINY
U SAY do u spell Fuga like......F-U..........................G-A

ahahahahahhahhaha just being random ahahahhaha
ciaoz for now =D

OWH WAIT!!!! Jean is writing a novel Named droplets she posted it on youtube here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEEC8kKAUKA&feature=related and once u start u cant stop XD its awesome stuff

Aussie Here I Come

Okies i have like 15 minute left before i go off to the airport....and im still blogging...
ahahahhaha ok just hope i dun get h1n1 n YAYZ im skipping 2 days of skl wakakkakakaka
anywayz ciaoz for now

My Birthday Outing

Okay ill tell about the day 1st den ill post the pictures lazy at the moment XP ahaha ok 1st had school....ahaha weird day.....hehe...secret..hmm

den at 1.30pm was waiting for them to come so Jean was with me den Therrense & Carine came together,Yew Jung,Brandon and Ash was last = = took quite some time XP ok so we had lunch at Kenny Rodgers Carine's & Jeans spagetti taste weird XP ahaha Yew Jung & Therrense were kinda like stoning so i pulled their cheeks AHAHAHA XD NO STONING!!!

so after that we went for bowling as we were walking the street like around the entrance of cineleisure got some weird event thingy...rite XP so we went Bowling & THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME almost all my 1st shots Kena longkang stupid lar so almost all my 2nd shots are either 6~9 pins or spares ahahaha XD hmm Ash was like neck to neck with me the scores XD but second game i was 20 points ahead of her ahaha but halfway through dat game jean had to leave so when she left we just simply played n pretty much ruined all the scores & me and ash kinda like i shoot da 1st shot she shoot da 2nd so like we made i think two spares XD & CARINE U DONT SUCK hmm there was one part whr Jean,Ash n me all had the same score of 31 points XD ahaha hmm i kicked the bowling ball once and every1 was like looking at me XP hurts for 10 mins den ok XD ahaha and den i used a 13&14 ball and swung it so it kinda bounced n made a loud thud but at least i got a spare for the 14 ball n hit 9 pins for the 13 XD ahaha

Ok about the guys they were using the other lane hmm therrense pro le~~~ ahaha & when Brandon swung da ball facing backwards it actually got a strike XD da guyz were stoning larh = = they were like after throw da ball they just sit back den da gurls were like after we shoot like all high and jumpy...well jumpy was me XD ahaha and the guyz finish their game faster then us = = they finish the 2nd game while we were half game.. but den again our lane got lots of probs ahaha then later when we were walking out thr was this aircon thingy.....very high powered....hair flying everywhere XD

so after the bowling we went for SWEETS!!!!!!! AHAHA XD i bought a big heart lolipop n sum sweets yerrr lolipop not nice!~~~~~~ ahaha so later we went to tony roma's HAH!! da guy not there too bad lorh XD ahaha but i reli didnt care hehe so the guyz stoning agn = = but 3 of them like different stereotype like Therrense - quiet,Yew Jung - smarty pants & Brandon - jock ahaha but look like all dont interact haha den we gurls went high XD but when we left them alone the guyz den oni started talkin = = yeesh so that pretty much sums it up hehe ill post the pictures later as i said im being lazy XD

FUGA!!!!

im just bored exams are over....but i dun feel like exams are over...i feel screwed up abit...and while listenin to a piano piece i wrote a poem

I Am You,
Yet Im Not,
You Are Me,
Yet Your Not,
All The Same,
We Are The Same,
We Are Bound By Our Ties,
Until The Day Its Cut,
We Are Bound By This.

Gah!!! tomorrow got school yeesh ruin my plans oni nvm la at least its still on XD ahaha owh well thats all for now ciaoz

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAH!! stupid blogger time thingy its all wrong well 3 minutes til im 14 XD wakakakaka so to pass time im goina crap or smth hmm play smth crappy ahaha
2mins XD

bum ba di da ba dum dum~~~~~~~

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY!!!!!!!????? 15TH MIGHT HAVE SKL TTT~TTT wtflip = = yeesh
ah well poooie~~~~~~~~
hmm i wonder~~~~~~

crap
crap
crap
crap
crap

jang jang jang !!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF XD
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......yes i know sad rite n lame im wishing myself happy bday....ah well haha = =

well goodnite im off to lalaland

Resolve

I'll look up with determination and I'm goina Run this race of life whether through storms or breakthroughs or sunny times I'm not goina give up but i'm goina take the High road,the narrow way and i'll run this race whether at slow pace or fast but im definitely goina finish it and every obsticale or ups and downs i come across im not giving up knowing if i get through this im a step closer to the end and i know I'm doing all of this for one reason alone its all for him and at the end of it all i can say with pride "I've finish the race" so this is my resolve....

LaDaDiDa

Wowie i've got alot of unfinished post hmmm meh~~~ kinda lazy to edit and all gah i do some other time.....my exam is coming.....i should be nerding....but here i am bloggin.. ah well XD hmmm maybe i should cut down on my sugar intake n study....OMGREEN WAD AM I SAYING!!!!!!!!!!!

AM I AMANDA TEO SUHWI?
gosh @~@ iv'e been.....BRAINWASHED AND PWNED...GAH!!!!!!
HU AM I?
WHAT AM I DOING?
AM I GOINA FORGET ABT LOLIPOPS,SWEETS ICE CREAM @~@
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gosh.....this isn't happening....IV'E BEEN BRAINWASHED OF MY SWEETS FRENZY NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST.....EAT....SUGARY...THING....OR ...I...AINT..GOINA.....BE....AMANDA .....ANYMORE....
UGH
must nerd....
NO MUST EAT SWEET
must nerd...
nerd
nerd
NOOO!!!!!!1
THIS IS WRONG
SWEET
SWEET
SWEET
DATS MORE LIKE IT!!!!
nerdx10000
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@~@ *FAINTS*

hu am i?....



ok again i cldnt stop crapping yes im Amanda Teo Suhwi hu likes to poke,eat sweets,lolipop,ice cream n likes to poke well i wont be blogging for sum time

Blogging in the ict room again XD

hahaha yeap in the ict room XD omgreen = = this sat is my b'day outing.... ppl still haven't confirm..... naj is right....worst confirmation list eva XD ahahahaha....so far 2day was a lil weird.....Arif stimulating in the class....thinking of megan fox.....right.....i dun wanna go near him......even more not to go near da sick ppl hu wanted to see.....ah well hahaha hmm was talking to Cik Wan as usual tons of sarcasm XD ahaha and criticism = = bah wtv she says she's not interested in men or gurls...hmm not straight... not les...gay maybe? XD wakakakaka ah well so far my day has been weird overall~~~ I CAN'T WAIT TIL THIS SATURDAY!!! ONCE IN A LIFETIME TO HEAR THERRENSE SING XD WOOHOOO!!!!!!!

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poke
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poke
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Yayz!!!~~~~~~ hahaha im just wasting ur time and just trying to pass by mine i think u should stop reading and go find smth bttr to do XD hahahaha

More random
more random
more random
more random
more random
more pokes
more pokes
more pokes
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hmmm i like to poke XD
have you ever seen a tsunami?
i have.... on tv XD
whats a pie?
isnt it food not some 22/7 and 3.142 thingy for math
gah guess the person was hungry making the math formula so he thought of pie and call it pie XD hahahaha
whats my name?
where am i ?
who am i?
how old am i?
what am i doing?
......i think i have reli short term memory or maybe amnesia 0.0

hahahahaha i told you its a waste of time and i just have nothing better to do so if ur reading it ur wasting ur time XD U GOT PWNED!!!!!!!
-for reading this-



DOUBLE PWNED!!!!!
-for continuing reading-

Guess What?

Guess what?
i don't give a damn about it anymore =) go ahead make your own assumptions but in the end I'm still who I am and there's nothing you can do about it Coz its my life and im making the changes here and there's only so much as a bunch of people Who i really care what they think of me and it definitely ain'tcha.

So i have my resolves and I'm goina prove it to ya.You can count on that and I've got my own my goals so don't force yours on mine as if you have jurisdiction over me and even if you did in the end im the one making the changes in my life.You can try and bring me down and throw whatever you got at me but i aint goin down without a fight.

i serioously can't hold my urge to type this "you got balls alrite BUT IT AINT NO BIG BALLS BUDDY!!!! DOUCHE BAG!!!!" WAKAKAKAKKAKAKA *POKE**POKE*
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Awww~~~~~~~ sads man my bro's going back to australia deng no1 drive me around and its goina be quiet n boring ah well i had heck of a month with him haha *cough*not to mention playing pranks*cough* *cough* ahh~~~ im such a nice gurl hahaha jk jk ah well he'll be back in 4 months

yikes i skip school for 3 days XP hahaha SHIT!!!!!!! sejarah folio,presentation n nota.... deng im goina die plus science = = yikes back to the drawing board~~~ XP if i have one haha its like 2.14am im bored..... wait.... i should be slping...ah well...im goina play some crappy games...ciaoz

MRS ROHINI

OMGREEN CANT STOP LAUGHING XD WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA I TRIED DO SERIOUS AND DEEP POST BUT I CANT THX TO 2 PPL GAH!!! COULDNT STOP LAUGHING XD hahahahahahaha i give up im just goina crap and continue my serious post ltr

ok lets start crappin no.1 SHE LOOKS SO RETARDED XD ps i took dis from Hao Han's pic XD wakakakaka

no.2 shes probably a mafia REJECT XD cause she's Roh1n1 WAKAKAKAKAKA

poke
poke
poke
poke
poke
LOLIPOP XD RANDOMS LE


lolx i laugh so much
til i cant even fin crappin all i wan say XD hahahahahahahahaha
my last post....GRRRRRRR TRY BE SERIOUS N DEEP STOP HALFWAY GAHH!!! LAUGH TOO MUCH JUST WHEN GETTING TO DEEP PART I STOP AND START CRAPPIN

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V V V V V V V V V V V V V V V V

What Drives Your Life?

haha ok i know im suppose to finish my rhymes and hymns but i feel like doing this 1st XP haha XD im tryiing my best not to crap too much ok XP haha okies so its story time XD or smth

Everyone's life is driven by something.well most dictionaries define drive as "to guide,to control,or to direct." Whether you are driving a car,a nail,or whatever it is you are guiding,controlling and directing it at the moment. What is the Driving Force in your life? Right now you may be driven by a problem,a pressure or a deadline.You may be driven by painful memory,a haunting fear,or a unconscious belief.there are hundreds of Circumstances,values,and emotions that can drive your life.here are a few common ones:

Many people are driven by guilt.They spend their entire lives running from regrets and hiding their shame.Guilt-driven people are manipulated by memories.They allow their past to control their future. They often unconsciously punish themselves by sabotaging their own success. When they become overwhelmed by guilt they will be like a restless wanderer on the earth and describes most people today - wandering life without a purpose. We are products of our past but we are not prisoners of it.

THATS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT I NID TO CRAP EDI THX TO MY PET SIS N PET BRO RAWR!!!! MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH UNTIL I CANT HOLD BACK MY URGE TO CRAP XD hahahahahahahaha laugh so much de and i seriously must post dis pic of Roh1n1

HAHAHAHAHAHA POKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKEPOKE

ok 2day i didnt do much just temu mesra...mother pissed.. OK IM GOINA END DIS POST COZ I CANT STOP LAUGHING AND I NID POST DIS RETARDED PIC OF Mrs ROH1N1 XD

Blogging in the ict room

Haha im blogging in the ict room XD bored~~~~~~~~ and ill continue my Nursery Ryhmes some other time XP haha feeling abit lazy or rather i got too much to blog abt XP haha erm ooh rite maybe over da weekend XP I WAN GO CHEER T~T yerrrr~~~~~~~~ I ALSO WAN GO MALAM BAKAT T~T SADS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 MORE DAYS TIL TEMU MESRA T~T AND IM GOIN HYSTERICAL!! but with pokez XD haha im crapping Yayz~~~ yesterday we had a family discussion and i met my future niece - AMANDA! XP haha now she keeps calling me uncle haha see my relationship with my bro-in law is so good til they name their future daughter after me XD haha.... swt...rites haha ok thats all for now till i think of what to blog exactly

Nursery Ryhmes & Hymns part I

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water
Jack fell down and broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling after.
Up got Jack, and home did trot
As fast as he could caper
He went to bed and bound his head
With vinegar and brown paper.

my last day of holz guess ill spend it by bloggin XP

do you know the jack and jill nursery ryhme?or rather do you know the story behind it?

Jack and Jill story
The roots of the story, or poem, of Jack and Jill are in France. Jack and Jill referred to are said to be King Louis XVI - Jack -who was beheaded (lost his crown) followed by his Queen Marie Antoinette - Jill - (who came tumbling after). The words and lyrics to the Jack and Jill poem were made more acceptable as a story for children by providing a happy ending! The actual beheadings occurred in during the Reign of Terror in 1793. The first publication date for the lyrics of Jack and Jill rhyme is 1795 - which ties-in with the history and origins. How about that when we were kids we would be singing that nursery ryhme about the execution of our so called jack and jill.

Death by Beheading
On the gruesome subject of beheading it was the custom that following execution the severed head was held up by the hair by the executioner. This was not, as many people think, to show the crowd the head but in fact to show the head the crowd and it's own body! Consciousness remains for at least eight seconds after beheading until lack of oxygen causes unconsciousness and eventually death. the execution methods at that time is so much more disgusting than the execution methods now blehh! i can't believe that there is even a crowd watching it haha at least now we don't use the guillotine....i'd be sicken by the gory sight..ugh.. for more information about the nursery rhymes go to www.ryhmes.org.uK

Mad Sailor or Mat Saleh?

haha hmm do you know why the malay's call whites mat saleh?hehe i heard this from a friend last time. im sure you know that last time the british invaded malaysia right well do you know there are sailors also right so when the white sailors go to a tavern or somewhere for a drink they would drink until they were drunk and would start crapping and shouting for things and ladies and such.so when that happens the other whites there would cry out "MAD SAILOR!! MAD SAILOR!!" so the malays who have no idea whats going on would join in thinking that the white call each other that and cry out "Mat Saleh!! Mat Saleh!!" so they pronounced it wrongly and there came the word Mat Saleh to describe Whites =D

haha yea dats all the crap i have for now XP but the title says "part 1" so there's a part 2 XD haha ok im goin high ciaoz for now and hello school

times~~~~~

wow my last 2 post are..........
hahaha CRAPPY CRAP CRAPZ XD haha what can i say hmmmm its just crap =D haha well then we all have our emo time XP or whatever it is you call it haha

to those people who know my situation and so on... its ok you don't have to worry its not goina happen again =) and im not quite sure as well haha i can't really say...ill just say that "the hands of time is moving again" but not exactly smoothly XP haha

hmmm the last 2 post were crap haha just some old memory....and something...hahaha GRRRRRRRRRRR I CAN'T STAND BEING EMO AND ALL ITS BORING!!!! haha XP

hmmm today i ate 3 ice - creams and 9 lolipops =D WAKAKAKAKAKA yayz~~~~~~~ but neva got to poke T~T haha yerrrrr school is reopening soon so fast~~~~~ ah well at least i can start poking again =D haha

ill say it one more time.... its ok =D the clock is definitely working and moving but may not be perfect yet but its steady =D haha if you(certain someone) are reading it you know what i mean =D haha hmmm ill have a long chat with you next time i guess haha

*POKE*X1000000000000000000000000000

ciaoz for now =D goodbye blog and hello ice cream XD

Breaking!

to whoever is reading this just screw it... ur wasting ur time

......i can't see where this is going anymore....i hate this....i need to anchor myself somewhere or i won't know who i am anymore... i feel empty and screwed up...just please stop this nightmare and slow me down......im literally breaking apart.......i don't know how long i can keep up with this charrade... i hate this horrid indescribable intangible....why is it that every word of yours matters to me...and even after hearing a thousand times....it still hurts as bad as the first time...this piercing feeling...i feel so weak... i feel so mixed up in this one big painful feeling....im on the verge of breaking myself to pieces

....how long can i keep on with keeping it all inside...not long....your words always haunt me in my dreams...always lingering in it...and not to mention in pictorial forms as well... you make me feel so putrid....i hate it...i hate the fact that i wake up every hour when i sleep in cold sweat and lightheadedness....its either a nightmare or a black out.....my will to go on is gradually weakening....how long will it take to finish this nightmare

....but when it does i know it will leave me with an empty void...just like before...but worst of all is im lost at the moment...i don't know what to do anymore...i need to slow down and find my clear path...but im on the verge of breaking with this feelings...i can't feel much anymore...why?....before this ill always find something to do as my release and to run away from reality... but i cant anymore since ive lost it already...all of it... im screwed anyhow...

if u read all the way with my emo passage screw whatever i said...like i said im wasting your time....i just can't seem to think straight anymore..

Screw You!

if your the type of person who just can't stop yapping away about how i should be and where i stand and how i'm suppose to be or something Screw you!!!! get the hell out of my blog!! hey this is my life im not someone you can flipping make into like some shitty doll!! seriously just cause you don't have a life doesn't mean you can screw mine

worry about your circumstances than mine and just make yours work than procrastinating with making my circumstances the way you want. Really i feel like punching something...

and you know what else i always try to please you,always tried to flipping make you smile.... if you want me to stop or what just open your darn mouth then telling me im so inconsiderate and low understanding... THEN MAKE ME UNDERSTAND BY TELLING ME.. i asked you and all you do was scream at me saying i dun wanna talk about it...

you want me to stop or do this or that just say it. Aren't you tired of this charrade? i can read the situation without you telling me or anything but if u want it straight and firsthand information JUST SPIT IT OUT.. ... you come to me screaming out your stressed by me when i just do lil mistakes and show your stressed and tired emotions and saying im so naive and cheerful and why don't i make myself useful or something like that and going on im always high and cheerful well...

GUESS WHAT!!!!! IM HUMAN TOO OKAY UNLIKE YOU WHO IS SO UNDERMINING I HATE TO SHOW MY NEGATIVITY OKAY!!!! IM JUST FLIPPIN TRYING TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD AND FOR DONKEY YEARS YOU JUST SNAP AT ME THEN WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO! I HAVE EMOTIONS TOO OKAY SEEING YOU LIKE THAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS HORRID GUTTY FEELING OF GUILT AND PAIN SO WHATEVER IT IS IM SORRY ALRIGHT

it just feels so wretch bottling everything for so many years but just stop telling me i should be what or what okay...im sorry for being the way you describe me as inconsiderate,naive,self centered,stupid, and FOR NOT BEING ALL YOU WANTED AND AS GOOD AS THAT PERSON AS YOU WANT ME TO BE....just screw you!!! okay

Just stop it alright if im bothering you that much sorry ill never show my face to you again.....

memories

what are your most precious memories?
do you want happy memories or sad ones?
will the memories be with us always?
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memories are very precious to me for when i don't see the person whom i made the memories with anymore i can only keep the memories with me and recall to the feeling of it all. whether memories sad or happy i wan it to be the fullest for it will be my album of feelings and bottles of recollection.

but as time fades memories will slowly fade with it how then will it be something to recollect on.
but surely if i don't remember anymore i know the feeling will be there and my heart will definitely remember it.
as old memories fade there's new memories to come

if we have sad memories then so be it. its done and what is done is done.
so make more happy memories to fill the void with more happy ones then sad one.
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i seriously can't take it anymore.i can't resist the urge to crap XD crap time WOOHOO!!!!
ok memories eh hmm i think most of my memories are made up of candy,pokes and ice cream XD WOOHOO!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~
hmmm i wonder wad will happen if hit someone on the head real hard hmm will dey get amnesia and forget stuff =D haha i tink im goin high haha WAKAKAKAKA!!!!!! haha ok dats all for now

EXAM DAY 1!!!

haha its day 1 of my mid year exam and i kinda made every1 jealous coz i get to use the laptop for the exam coz of my arm XD haha i had my english and sejarah examination today n i still have my english answers saved in my comp haha 1 thing good about using the laptop during exam there's the spell check thingy XD haha but im an honest person so i didnt use it XD haha nola even if i didnt use it got those green n orange lines to show that something wrong with the thing haha.darns i should have played dota or smth after i finnish coz it was so boring!!~~~ haha but cant anywayz just in case teacher sees. Gosh i hate sitting behind right in next to the window
1. its hot and stuffy
2. teacher can see me easily XP haha
3. SERIOUSLY ITS BURNING HOT THERE
4.it aint fun

HAHA yea XP well maybe i should bring headphones and listen to music while doing the test haha i wish XD but im only using the comp for english,bm,maths and science (subjective) stupid stupid stupid sejarah i think i hantam like 10 ques or more haha my shading got lines coming out XD haha and i slept on my om paper so there was like shading marks on my face XD haha i noe im kinda retarded at times XD haha okies tmr i got bm and sivik .......... sighs... back to the bookz

haircutt!!!~~~

well today i went tomy youth it was fun the message today hit me like a brick haha i prayed and kinda just really think back haha hmmm coz i didnt go the last two weeks when every1 saw me in a sling they were like what happen and i heard da ques so many flippin times hahaha nothing much today after that.............*dun dun dun* i got a haircutt .... ..... ..my hair is quite short now

hahahaha thats bout it byez

Shiny Name Thingy

i Found this shiny name thingy on Najie's blog

A: has a smile to die for

B: is a nerd at times

C: can kick ur butt

D: great friend

E :has beautiful eyes

F: wild and crazy

G: HOTT

H: likes someone

I: best boyfriend or girlfriend

J: is really sweet

K: gorgeouss

L: very good kisser

M: can be funny and dumb at times

N: easy to fall in love with

O: has one of the best personalities ever

P: popular with all types of people

Q: makes people laugh

R: gives good hugs

S: NICE BUTT

T: very opened - minded

U: is loved by everyone

V: not judgmental

W: very romantic

X: never let people tell you what to do

Y: very hot

Z: makes dating fun

and my name is...

A: has a smile to die for
M: can be funny and dumb at times

A: has a smile to die for

N: easy to fall in love with
D: great friend

A: has a smile to die for

T: very opened - minded
E: has beautiful eyes
O: has one of the best personalities ever

S: NICE BUTT
U: is loved by everyone
H: likes someone
W: very romantic
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend

haha i think this shiny name thingy doesnt describe me haha XD WEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I FIN MY CARVING XD

ICT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

haha im blogging in the ict room XD YAY!!!~~~~~~~~~~ I GAIN ANOTHER 2 PERIODS OF ICT XD haha cuz of the new timetable hahaha CRAPPING TIME XD ........yikes i gotta start doing my present shopping GOSH CARINE WHAT KINDA THINGS U LIKE XD haha mother's day is coming and im doing some kind of wood carving for her ouch i cut myself abit XP well im only using one hand now anywayz XD haha abit tired thoughi slept at 1.30am i think XD haha well mothers day and im going out 2 carine's b'day outing XD ahahaha Gosh MUST START CRAPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.hi
2hello
3.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!~~~~~~~~~~ LOLIPOPZ XD
4.im bored
5.wth am i doing XD owh rite wasting ur time and mine XD
6.if ur asking about how i carve wood with 1 hand i just carve with one hand.
7.if you were here i would do this pokepokepokepokepokepoke!!!!!!!! XD

hahaha im done wasting your time til i think of smth 2 crap about and yea XD

HEATWAVE!!!!

OMGREEN!!!!!!!!! HEATWAVE!!!!! gosh its so hot recently!!! geez just when i took a bath i start sweating all over again deng then whats the flippin point of taking a bath and im like lying on my floor and sweating im so glad my floor is marble tiles so its cooling~~~ haha XD COME ON PPL GO GREEN!!!!! GO PLANT MORE TREES!!!!! DONT LET GLOBAL WARMING HAPPEN!!!! im already suffering from this heat... ugh.... deng im so hot!! and yea i noe i am hot XD ahahaha.

seriously just when i step out of my house my head could cook an egg!! any1 wan sum eggs? sunny side up?scrambled?or rotten? XD hahaha GO GREEN!!! im already planting a tree XD haha ......a tiny 1 though XP

NOOOO!!!!~~~~~~~ the whole world is turning gay!!!!! geez alrite already if i cant beat em ill join em as of this moment IM GAY!!!! XD HAHA.........dat sounds so wrong = =... well GAY SINGLE!!! XD HAHAHA WEEEEE!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

GOSH!!!! the heat must be getting to me....... ... i think im goina be crapping all over XD haha

Randomz~~~~

What do you think about when you listen 2 songs?
can u relate the song to anything in your life?
do the songs give you a sense of relief in any way?

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hmm when i listen 2 music sometimes i can relate some of it to my life like the song on fire by switchfoot coz sometimes i just feel like screaming but i cant and its like a fire i wanna let out and sometimes as if my fires dying and i just need directions and a feeling of just having an outburst or something like just shouting out.i think about all sort of things when i listen 2 the song.thinking about the tunes to my feel just drifting in thoughts.my relief in songs is i just cut off the world for abit n listen deeply and just think and calm down abit.

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when your feeling down listen to a song that will give a sense of release for abit
just relax to the tunes and close your eyes
think back on your life and just let it all out
think of the beat
just do whatever that lets you have a moment in your own world



never hold back tears or laughter
cry all you want
laugh all you want
let it all out
experience all the feelings to the fullest coz its life
cry and let it all out be it sadness or happiness
then start filling it up with something new
laugh till it hurts COZ ITZ FUN XD ... i think
coz when it hurts you know your having fun and really laughing to the fullest

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and lastly my style XD

poke all you want and make it good
before you get chased around by irritated ppl XD
poke for the fun of it not cuz u havta unless its 2 see da reaction or a dare XD
crap all u want coz crapping is good and fun
if you cant poke then start crapping
crap in a full sentence or ppl will think ur crazy but then agn from the start maybe they will XD

hahaha i cant last the intensity XD whoopz~~~ deng its 2.15am n im not asleep

Thoughts In Our Heart

hey ppl well this post is goina be deep...i thtink XD so it might not sound like me XD



have you ever felt the pain that engulfs you with overwhelming fear of losing something so dear?
have you ever felt the despair of facing the cruel reality?
if the sky ever starts falling does it mean we too will break away?
in whom can we alwayz trust in?
why is it we have to through so much of these pains
why is it the world is ever so filled with despair,hate,rejection?
why is it that we have to be apart one day?

in this world why do we face misery?.........

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If its the pain of the fear of losing it then why not grasp it tighter.
The despair of facing cruel reality? its not despair but realizing its just how we see it.
If the sky falls why should we? even if we fall physically we still wont fall in our hearts.
in those who are dear to our hearts.God.
We go through pains for a reason and for us 2 grow but in these pains why not we go through it with perseverance.
In this world there may be filled with hate, despair and rejection but there is also love, happiness and acceptance in which we have to face all of em.because its life.
We will be apart one day for life is ever so changing so we too must change and move on

We don't really face misery we just choose to but we will face pain for with it we will grow. ~~ Pain Is Inevitable But Misery Is Optional ~~

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Gah!!! atmosphere to tense must start poking and crapping XD haha

ok ppl whats hotel626?seriously. is it a scary game?hmmm these days i have alot on my mind .....must detox!! XD hmm recently its been quite windy and the doors go BANG haha. PIGGY XD

Sorry mummy looks like you wont be getting any grandchildren from this son coz im single XD haha so depend on your daughters maybe zilin since she's married XD haha XP im crapping all over again XD

anywayz thats all for now ciaoz

ICE CREAM XD

Heyz~~~~~~ hmmm im blogging in the ict room XD PIGGY XD ~~~~~~~ CALVIN WONT GIMME MONEY!!!!!!! he say he no money he pokai yerrrr he spend all on his boyfrens probably XD haha



NOW THIS IS CARINE! =D



LOL U will know its me cause i love xD-ing :P...Bored in ICT room right now..hehe..Just went facebook..Amanda...Is just staring at me 4 stealing the keyboard 2 type this



*poke* kekekekeke now its back to me GAH!!!!!!



NoW its CArine :P..We're crazy and we love crapping lol...Calvin Chew Mun Yau!!! -.-..You owe me and Amanda allowance..DOnt spend it all on your FAVOURITE DAUGHTER and Your BOYFRIENDS!!!XD...He loves his boyfriends alot..=P..xD Well thats all for now LOL!!!!! =D SO bored..Amanda misses excercising...I miss XD HAHAHAHAHH!!!!!! Im joking

lol........ ok BACK TO ME STOP STEALING DA KEYBOARD ~~~~~~~~ haha yeah wad she said well i feel like ranting on something but i feel like crappin even more XD CARINE PIGGY .......thanks 4 stealing da keyboard.......COZ WE'RE CRAPPING XD *poke* ciaoz

PIGGY XD

ok fine ill do the darn tag sheesh i can only use 1 hand and u wan me 2 do this tag XD haha nola jk jk XP i also nothing to do haha got tagged by Ash

1. Last beverage ↨ Milk =D
2. Last phone call ↨ my Couz (asking me 2 go 4 smth XP)
3. Last text message ↨ i forgot
4. Last song you listened to ↨ Right Round
5. Last time you cried ↨ hmm my 10 mins of emo then went High XD
6. Dated someone twice ↨ No of course wad do u take me for
7. Been cheated on ↨ No
8. Kissed someone and regretted it ↨ i Never Kissed Any1 exept 4 my family that i wouldnt regret
9. Lost someone special ↨ Maybe...
10. Been depressed ↨ i have lived for 14 years OF COURSE I HAVE BEEN
DEPRESSED
11. Been drunk ↨ nope but semi XD


LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Green


HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends ↨ Heck Yeah
16. Fallen out of love ↨ Cant Answer That.coz i dunno wad it means XD
17. Laughed until you cried ↨ I Think So. But laughed till i coughed yes XD
18. Met someone who changed you ↨ Yes
19. Found out who your true friends are ↨ Yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you ↨ hmmm yea.They Were talkin bout how my pokes hurt XD
21. Kissed someone on your friends list ↨ EXCUSE ME
22. How many kids do you want to have ↨ How should i noe im only 14 owh wait im 13+
23. Do you have any pets ↨ Yes a puppy but i gave it away,7 turtles. probably swimming at the pacific ocean XD haha n sum fishes 2 fighting fish.....dey fought
24. Do you want to change your name ↨ No. but some1 already did and start calling me PokerFace
25. What did you do for your last birthday ↨ Went out with Frens
26. What time did you wake up today ↨ morning
27. What were you doing at midnight last night ↨ Watching sum crappy vids
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for ↨ 3 months so i can continue playing sports
29. Last time you saw your father ↨Sleeping
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ↨ hmm my arm to be healed
31. What are you listening to right now ↨ PokerFace
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ↨ Who the flippin la da dida is dat
33. What is getting on your nerves right now ↨ My Arm coz it is on my nerves XD
34. What is your real name ↨ Amanda Teo Suhwi
35. Relationship Status ↨ Single 36. Zodiac sign ↨ Pigs~~~ *oink*
37. Male or female ↨ female but i became a Son XD
38. Elementary ↨ Ringrose kindergarden
39. Middle School ↨ SKDU
40. High School ↨ SMKBUD(4) ...maybe im changing school soon Applecross in australia XP
41. What do you like about yourself ↨ dunno
42. Piercings ↨ yeap ears
43. Tattoos ↨ nopes
44. Righty or lefty ↨ Both hands but now only left since i cant use rite sad thing is i nvr use left so long = =

FIRSTS:


45. First surgery ↨ 5 i think
46. First piercing ↨ 6 yrs old
47. First tattoo ↨ Yes
48. First best friend ↨ Not quite sure if i count em XP
49. First sport you joined ↨ err i cant rmb i think cycling? or issit badminton cant rmb 6 yrs old i played 2 much
50. First pet ↨ A Dog
51. First concert ↨ Kindergarden
52. First crush ↨ Standard 4 XP
53. First alcohol drink ↨ Red wine. Vodka is nice XD not 2 strong or light
54. Eating ↨ lolipop!!
55. Drinking ↨ Milk
56. Listening to ↨ Music
57. Waiting for ↨ my arm to be healed so i can sue da school XD haha jk jk

YOUR FUTURE:


58. Want kids ↨ Yes
59. Want to get married ↨ how am i goina kids if i aint married
60. Careers in mind ↨ dunno maybe chemical engineering
61. Lips or eyes ↨ Both
62. Hugs or kisses ↨ Both
63. Shorter or taller ↨ if can Same height hate being short
64. Older or younger ↨ Older but not 2 old...but maybe same age wld be nice
65. Romantic or spontaneous ↨ Both
66. Nice stomach or nice arms ↨ can i say both agn?
67. Tattoos or piercings ↨ hmm dunno err double piercing on 1 ear XP haha jk
68. Sensitive or loud ↨ errr i dunno
69. Hook up or relationship ↨ Relationship
70. Trouble maker or hesitant ↨ Neither
71. Kissed a stranger ↨ No
72. Drank hard liquor ↨ Maybe
73. Lost glasses/contacts ↨ What Kinda QUESTIONIS THIS 4 THIS SECTION
74. Sex on first date ↨EXCUSE ME whoever ask this question is desperate
75. Broken someone's heart ↨ I dont noe
76. Had your own herat broken ↨ yeap 4gt how many times
77. Been arrested ↨ No
78. Turned someone down ↨ Think so
79. Cried when someone died ↨ Of Course i did im not stone hearted

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. Yourself ↨ Sometimes
81. Miracles ↨ Yes and i wan it to happen often XD but den agn if it comes often it wont be a miracle
82. Love at first sight ↨ No its crap
83. Heaven ↨ Yes
84. Santa Claus ↨ Nopes
85. Kissing on the first date ↨ errr dunno?
86. Angels ↨ Yeapz they are always here with us

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

87. Is there one person you want to be with right now ↨ Yes
88. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time ↨ No
89. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever ↨ Yes
90. What's the one thing you cannot live without ↨Can i name a few. God, Jesus erm my frens and family
91. Tag 10 ppl..Who?

hmmm i duno

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Okies im done with the Tag hmm yesterday when i went to school i heard the same questions over and over again here are they
OMYGREEN WHAT HAPPEN 2 U?

What Do You Think Happen. Cantcha see me in a arm sling.ok i broke my collarbone and this sling is for support n for it 2 heal properly.

How Do You Bath?

errr just bath?

How Do You Change?

err just change? although yes it hurts like heck so i nidda wear button up shirts .

How Do You Eat?

i just eatla but harder

How do You Sleep?

err just sleep only la but have to sleep on my back = =

How Do You Write?

HALO~~~~~ CANTCHA SEE I CANT WRITE I CANT USE MY ARM

Does It Hurt?

= = dats a stupid ques OF COURSE IT HURTS DO U WANNA TRY ? It hurts every sec n i cant move properly or it hurts = =
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yeap those are the questions i keep hearing well it wasnt much hmm last night i was crapping with Ashley,Anis,Carine,zilin,calvin, And out of the Crapping came the Piggy Family:

Father:Calvin
Mother:Anis
Son: Amanda Teo.Me ....how did i became the son when im a gurl XD haha owh rite crappin XD
Daughter 1: Carine
Daughter 2: Zilin
Son In Law: Ashley Foo. she's married 2 Zilin

haha through crapping came a piggy family XD haha hmmm for now since i cant write im kinda like excused from doing hw and copying notes XP lolz and every1s like darn i wanna get a fracture 2...........dont it sucks...haha lolz well thats all 4 now